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Choose life.
Choose a job.
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Choose a career.
Choose a family.
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Choose a fucking
big television.
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Choose washing machines, cars,
compact-disc players,
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and electrical tin openers.
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Choose good health,
low cholesterol,
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and dental insurance.
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Choose fixed-interest
mortgage repayments.
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Choose a starter home.
Choose your friends.
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Choose leisurewear
and matching luggage.
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Choose a three-piece suite
on hire purchase
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in a range of fucking fabrics.
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Choose D.I.Y. and wondering who
you are on a Sunday morning.
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Choose sitting,
watching mind-numbing,
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spirit-crushing game shows,
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stuffing fucking junk food
into your mouth.
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Tommy, go!
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Choose rotting away
at the end of it,
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pissing your last
in a miserable home.
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An embarrassment
to the selfish,
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fucked-up brats that you've
spawned to replace yourself.
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Choose your future.
Choose life.
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# Here comes Johnny Yen again #
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# With the liquor and drugs #
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But why would I want to do
a thing like that?
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# He's gonna do
another striptease #
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I chose not to choose life.
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I chose something else.
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And the reasons?
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There are no reasons.
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Who needs reasons
when you've got heroin?
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# Yeah, something called love #
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# Well, that's like
hypnotizing chickens #
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"Goldfinger's"
better than "Dr. No."
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Both of them are a lot better
than "Diamonds Are Forever."
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A judgment reflected
in its relatively poor showing
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at the box office.
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In which field, of course,
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"Thunderball"
was a notable success.
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People think it's all
about misery and desperation
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and death and all that shite,
which is not to be ignored.
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Fuck off!
Doss cunt!
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But what they forget
is the pleasure of it.
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Wild hands like me!
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You prick!
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Otherwise we wouldn't do it.
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- Do you want me to do it?
- Yeah.
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Beaut as the driven snow,
that shit, Danny.
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After all,
we're not fucking stupid.
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Well, at least, we're not
that fucking stupid.
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Take the best orgasm
you ever had,
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multiply it by 1, 000, and
you're still nowhere near it.
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That beats any meat injection.
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That beats any fucking cock
in the world.
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When you're on junk, you have
only one worry. Scoring.
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When you're off it, you worry
about all sorts of other shite.
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Got no money.
Can't get drunk.
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Got money.
Drinking too much.
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Can't get a girl.
No chance of a ride.
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Got a girl.
Too much hassle.
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You have to worry about bills,
about food,
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about some football team
that never wins,
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about human relationships
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and all of the things
that don't matter
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when you've got a sincere
and truthful junk habit.
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I'd say, in those days,
he was a muscular actor.
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With all the presence of someone
like Cooper or Lancaster,
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but combined with a sly wit...
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...to make him a formidable
romantic lead.
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Closer in that respect
to Cary Grant.
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Aah.
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# Hey, man,
where'd ya get that lotion? #
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# Your skin starts itching
once you buy the gimmick #
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# About something called love #
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# Love, love, love #
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# Well, that's like
hypnotizing chickens #
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The only drawback, or at least
the principal drawback,
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is that you have to endure
cunts telling you...
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"No way would I poison my body
with that shite."
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All the fucking chemicals.
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No fucking way.
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It's a waste of your life, Mark,
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poisoning your body
with that shite.
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Every chance you've had, son,
you've blown it.
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Stuffing your veins
with that filth.
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From time to time, even I
have uttered the magic words.
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Never again, Swanney.
I'm off the scag.
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Are you serious?
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Yeah. No more.
I'm finished with that shite.
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It's up to you.
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I'm going to get it sorted out,
get off it for good.
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I sure have heard
that one before.
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The Sick Boy method.
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Well, it really worked
for him, eh?
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He's always been lacking
in moral fiber.
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He knows a lot
about Sean Connery.
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That's hardly a substitute.
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You need one more hit.
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No, I don't think so.
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For the long night
that lies ahead.
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We called him Mother Superior
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on account of the length
of his habit.
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Of course
I'd have another shot.
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After all, I had work to do.
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Relinquishing junk, stage one.
Preparation.
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For this you will need one
room, which you will not leave.
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Soothing music.
Tomato soup, 10 tins of.
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Mushroom soup, 8 tins of
for consumption cold.
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Ice cream, vanilla,
one large tub of.
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Magnesia, milk of, one bottle.
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Paracetamol,
mouthwash, vitamins,
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mineral water,
Lucozade, pornography.
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One mattress.
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One bucket for urine, one
for feces, and one for vomitus.
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One television.
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One bottle of Valium, which
I procured from my mother,
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who is, in her own domestic
and socially acceptable way,
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also a drug addict.
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And now I'm ready.
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All I need is one final hit
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to soothe the pain while
the Valium takes effect.
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Mikey. Hi.
Yeah, it's Mark Renton.
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Look, could you help me out?
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This was typical
of Mikey Forrester.
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What the fuck are these?
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Under the normal run of things
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I would have had nothing to do
with the cunt,
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but this was not
the normal run of things.
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Opium suppositories.
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Ideal for your purposes.
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Slow release.
Bring you down gradually.
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Custom-fucking-designed
for your needs.
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I want a fucking hit!
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That's all I've got, man.
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Take it or leave it.
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Are you feeling better now?
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For all the good
they've done me,
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I might as well have
stuck them up my arse.
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Heroin makes you constipated.
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The heroin from my last hit
is fading away.
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The suppositories
have yet to melt.
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Ohh!
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I'm no longer constipated.
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I fantasize about massive
pristine convenience.
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Brilliant gold taps,
virginal-white marble,
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a seat carved from ebony,
a cistern full of Chanel No. 5,
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and a flunky handing me
pieces of raw silk toilet roll.
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But under the circumstances,
I'll settle for anywhere.
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Ohh.
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Fuck.
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Ohh! Oh!
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Ahh.
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Yes, a fucking Godsend!
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And now.
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Now I'm ready.
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The downside of coming off junk
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was I knew I would mix
with my friends
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in a state of full
consciousness.
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It was awful.
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They reminded me of myself.
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I could hardly bear
to look at them.
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Take Sick Boy, for instance.
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He came off junk
at the same time.
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Not because he wanted to.
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Just to annoy me.
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Just to show me
how easily he could do it,
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thereby downgrading
my own struggle.
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Sneaky fucker, don't you think?
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When I wanted to lie there
and feel sorry for myself,
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he insisted on telling me
once again
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about his unifying theory
of life.
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It's certainly a phenomenon
in all walks of life.
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What do you mean?
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Well, at one point,
you've got it.
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Then you lose it,
and it's gone forever.
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All walks of life.
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Georgie Best, for example,
had it, lost it.
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Or David Bowie, or Lou Reed.
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Lou Reed? Some of his
solo stuff's not bad.
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No, it's not bad, but it's not
great either, is it?
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In your heart, you kind of know
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that although it sounds all
right, it's actually just shite.
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So who else?
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Charlie Nicholas, David Niven,
Malcolm McLaren, Elvis Presley.
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Okay, okay, so what is the point
you're trying to make?
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All I am trying to do, Mark,
is to help you understand
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that "The Name of the Rose"
is merely a blip
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on an otherwise uninterrupted
downward trajectory.
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And what about
"The Untouchables"?
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I don't rate that at all.
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Despite the Academy Award?
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That means fuck all.
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It's a sympathy vote.
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So we all get old, we can't hack
it anymore, and that's it?
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Yeah.
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That's your theory?
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Yeah.
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Beautifully fucking illustrated.
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Give me the gun.
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Give me the gun.
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Do you see the beast?
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Have you got it in your sights?
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Clear enough, Miss Moneypenny.
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This should present
no significant problems.
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Aah! No!
Fuck! Aah!
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For a vegetarian, Rents,
you're a fucking evil shot.
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No! Get off!
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Without heroin,
I attempted to lead a useful
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and fulfilling life
as a good citizen.
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- Good luck, Spud.
- Cheers, Cowboy.
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Remember, if they think you're
not trying, you're in trouble.
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First hint of that,
they'll be on to the DHSS.
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"This cunt is not trying."
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And your giro is
fucking finished, right?
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But then again, try too hard...
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You might get the fucking job.
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Exactly.
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Nightmare.
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It's a tightrope, Spud.
It's a fucking tightrope.
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See, I just get pure shy
with the interviewer cats.
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I get all nervous.
I can't answer the questions.
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I'm a footballer, and I get
nerves on the big occasion, man.
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Try some of this, Spud.
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Yeah, a little dab of speed
is just the ticket, man.
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No, I went to Craigy.
Craig Newton.
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I just put down Royal Edinburgh
College to help get the job.
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There's too much discrimination
in this town.
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They're both schools.
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We're all in this together.
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I want to put across the general
idea rather than the details.
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People get hung up on details.
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Which school did I go to?
How many grades did I get?
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It could be six.
Could be none.
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It's not important.
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What is important
is that I am, yes?
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Mr. Murphy, do you mean that you
lied on your application?
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No!
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Yes, only to get my foot
in the door.
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Showing initiative and that.
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You were referred by
the Department of Employment.
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There was no need for you to get
your "foot in the door,"
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as you put it.
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Cool. Whatever you say, man.
Sorry.
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You're the man,
the dude in the chair.
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I am merely here.
But obviously I'm here.
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Mr. Murphy,
what exactly attracts you
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to the leisure industry?
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In a word, pleasure.
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Like, my pleasure
in other people's leisure.
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Do you see yourself
as having any weaknesses?
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Oh, yes, 'cause I'm a bit
of a perfectionist, actually.
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Yes, I am.
253
00:15:56,168 --> 00:15:59,254
See, for me, it's got to be the
best, or it's nothing at all.
254
00:15:59,379 --> 00:16:02,048
Like, if things get a bit dodgy,
I cannot be bothered.
255
00:16:02,174 --> 00:16:05,510
But I've got good vibes about
this interview thing today.
256
00:16:05,635 --> 00:16:08,346
Seems to me like
it's going pretty well.
257
00:16:09,806 --> 00:16:11,641
Thank you, Mr. Murphy.
258
00:16:12,559 --> 00:16:14,561
We'll let you know.
259
00:16:14,644 --> 00:16:15,687
The pleasure was mine.
260
00:16:15,812 --> 00:16:18,356
Spud had done well.
I was proud of him.
261
00:16:18,482 --> 00:16:22,402
He fucked up good and proper.
You had to hand it to Spud.
262
00:16:24,654 --> 00:16:26,031
Picture the scene.
263
00:16:26,114 --> 00:16:28,658
The other fucking week,
doing the fucking volley.
264
00:16:28,742 --> 00:16:30,077
Me and Tommy playing pool.
265
00:16:30,202 --> 00:16:32,454
I'm playing like
Paul fucking Newman by the way.
266
00:16:32,579 --> 00:16:35,457
Giving the boy here
the tanning of a lifetime.
267
00:16:36,166 --> 00:16:37,751
So it comes to the last shot.
268
00:16:37,876 --> 00:16:40,003
The deciding ball
of the whole tournament.
269
00:16:40,087 --> 00:16:41,671
I'm on the black,
and he's in the corner,
270
00:16:41,755 --> 00:16:43,757
looking all fucking
biscuit-arsed,
271
00:16:43,882 --> 00:16:46,009
when this hard cunt comes in.
272
00:16:46,093 --> 00:16:48,845
Obviously fucking
fancied himself, like.
273
00:16:48,929 --> 00:16:50,680
Starts staring at me.
274
00:16:50,764 --> 00:16:52,391
Looking at me,
right fucking at me,
275
00:16:52,474 --> 00:16:55,143
as if to say,
"Come ahead, square, go."
276
00:16:55,268 --> 00:16:56,228
You know me.
277
00:16:56,353 --> 00:16:58,563
I'm not a type of cunt
that goes looking for bother.
278
00:16:58,688 --> 00:17:01,274
At the end of the day,
I'm the cunt with the pool cue,
279
00:17:01,400 --> 00:17:04,861
and he can get the fire end
in his puss anytime he wanted.
280
00:17:04,945 --> 00:17:07,989
So I squares up, casual like.
281
00:17:08,115 --> 00:17:12,035
What does the hard cunt do?
Or the so-called hard cunt?
282
00:17:12,119 --> 00:17:13,370
Shites it.
283
00:17:13,453 --> 00:17:17,332
Puts down his drink, turns,
and gets the fuck out of there.
284
00:17:17,457 --> 00:17:21,628
And after that,
well, the game was mine.
285
00:17:25,841 --> 00:17:27,217
And that was it.
286
00:17:27,300 --> 00:17:29,094
That was Begbie's story.
287
00:17:29,219 --> 00:17:31,596
At least that was Begbie's
version of the story.
288
00:17:31,680 --> 00:17:34,641
But a couple of days later
I got the truth from Tommy.
289
00:17:34,766 --> 00:17:36,560
You always got the truth
from Tommy.
290
00:17:36,643 --> 00:17:38,437
It was one of
his major weaknesses.
291
00:17:38,520 --> 00:17:40,605
He never told lies,
he never took drugs,
292
00:17:40,731 --> 00:17:42,649
and he never cheated
on anyone.
293
00:17:43,400 --> 00:17:44,776
It was Wednesday morning.
294
00:17:44,901 --> 00:17:46,820
We were in the volley
playing pool.
295
00:17:46,903 --> 00:17:48,321
That much is true.
296
00:17:48,405 --> 00:17:52,534
But Begbie is playing
absolutely fucking gash.
297
00:17:52,659 --> 00:17:55,328
He's got a hangover so bad
he can hardly hold the cue,
298
00:17:55,454 --> 00:17:56,913
never mind pot a ball.
299
00:17:56,997 --> 00:17:58,999
I'm doing my best to lose,
you know.
300
00:17:59,124 --> 00:18:01,877
Trying to humor him, like,
but it's not doing any good.
301
00:18:02,002 --> 00:18:04,588
Every time I touch a ball,
I seem to pot something.
302
00:18:04,671 --> 00:18:07,424
Every time Begbie goes near
the table, he fucks it up.
303
00:18:07,507 --> 00:18:10,010
Oh, fuck's sake.
304
00:18:11,136 --> 00:18:14,097
So he's got the hump, right?
305
00:18:14,181 --> 00:18:17,559
But finally I manage to set it
up so all he has to do
306
00:18:17,684 --> 00:18:19,686
is to pot the black
to win one game
307
00:18:19,811 --> 00:18:21,480
to salvage a little bit of pride
308
00:18:21,563 --> 00:18:24,149
and maybe not kick
my head in, right?
309
00:18:24,274 --> 00:18:28,320
So he's on the black,
pressure shot.
310
00:18:30,739 --> 00:18:33,325
And it all goes wrong, big-time.
311
00:18:35,202 --> 00:18:36,203
Fuck!
312
00:18:36,870 --> 00:18:37,996
Aah!
313
00:18:38,580 --> 00:18:40,874
He picks on this specky
wee gadgee at the bar
314
00:18:40,999 --> 00:18:43,335
and accuses him of putting him
off by looking at him.
315
00:18:43,418 --> 00:18:44,377
Can you believe it?
316
00:18:44,503 --> 00:18:46,338
The cunt hasn't glanced
in our direction.
317
00:18:46,463 --> 00:18:47,547
Fuck off!
318
00:18:47,672 --> 00:18:49,925
He was going to chib him,
I tell you.
319
00:18:50,050 --> 00:18:52,427
Then I thought
he was going to do me.
320
00:18:55,222 --> 00:18:57,974
The beggar's
fucking psycho, man.
321
00:18:58,975 --> 00:19:02,687
But he's a mate, you know,
so what can you do?
322
00:19:02,771 --> 00:19:04,481
Can I borrow this?
323
00:19:04,564 --> 00:19:06,691
What indeed could one do?
324
00:19:06,775 --> 00:19:09,486
Just stand back and watch
and try not to get involved.
325
00:19:11,363 --> 00:19:14,282
Begbie didn't do drugs, either.
He just did people.
326
00:19:14,408 --> 00:19:18,203
That's what he got off on.
His own sensory addiction.
327
00:19:20,414 --> 00:19:22,416
Nobody move!
328
00:19:23,750 --> 00:19:25,001
That lassie got glassed,
329
00:19:25,085 --> 00:19:28,255
and no cunt leaves here till
we find out what cunt did it.
330
00:19:28,380 --> 00:19:29,881
Who the fuck are you?
331
00:19:30,006 --> 00:19:32,217
Yes!
332
00:19:32,342 --> 00:19:34,052
Ohh!
333
00:19:50,902 --> 00:19:53,947
Oh, Tom!
Oh, my God!
334
00:19:57,284 --> 00:19:58,744
Oh, Lizzy!
335
00:19:58,827 --> 00:19:59,870
Oh, Lizzy!
336
00:19:59,953 --> 00:20:02,247
Oh, Tom, come in me!
337
00:20:02,372 --> 00:20:03,540
And as I sat watching
338
00:20:03,623 --> 00:20:06,001
the intimate
and highly personal video,
339
00:20:06,126 --> 00:20:09,296
stolen only hours earlier
from one of my best friends,
340
00:20:09,421 --> 00:20:11,423
I realized
that something important
341
00:20:11,548 --> 00:20:14,468
was missing from my life.
342
00:20:16,136 --> 00:20:18,930
# Leave no track #
343
00:20:19,890 --> 00:20:21,391
# Don't look back #
344
00:20:21,516 --> 00:20:23,810
# All I desire #
345
00:20:23,935 --> 00:20:25,187
# Temptation #
346
00:20:59,596 --> 00:21:01,181
I read it in "Cosmopolitan."
347
00:21:01,306 --> 00:21:02,849
It's an interesting theory.
348
00:21:02,974 --> 00:21:04,518
Actually, it's a nightmare.
349
00:21:04,643 --> 00:21:06,103
I've been desperate for a shag,
350
00:21:06,186 --> 00:21:09,439
but watching him suffer
was just too much fun.
351
00:21:09,523 --> 00:21:11,149
You should try it with Tommy.
352
00:21:11,233 --> 00:21:14,611
What, and deny myself the only
pleasure I get from him?
353
00:21:14,694 --> 00:21:16,238
Did I tell you about
my birthday?
354
00:21:16,363 --> 00:21:17,072
What happened?
355
00:21:17,197 --> 00:21:19,658
He forgot.
Useless motherfucker.
356
00:21:46,768 --> 00:21:49,271
What are you two talking about?
357
00:21:49,646 --> 00:21:51,189
Football!
358
00:21:51,314 --> 00:21:52,691
What are you talking about?
359
00:21:52,774 --> 00:21:54,192
Shopping.
360
00:21:55,277 --> 00:21:57,738
The situation
was becoming serious.
361
00:21:57,863 --> 00:22:01,032
Young Renton noticed the haste
with which the successful,
362
00:22:01,158 --> 00:22:03,076
in the sexual sphere,
as in all others,
363
00:22:03,160 --> 00:22:06,121
segregated themselves
from the failures.
364
00:22:06,246 --> 00:22:08,290
# I can't break away #
365
00:22:08,415 --> 00:22:11,835
# Keep us from temptation #
366
00:22:11,960 --> 00:22:15,505
# Keep us from temptation #
367
00:22:15,589 --> 00:22:18,133
Heroin had robbed Renton
of his sex drive,
368
00:22:18,258 --> 00:22:20,761
but now it returned
with a vengeance.
369
00:22:20,886 --> 00:22:24,055
And as the impotence of
those days faded into memory,
370
00:22:24,181 --> 00:22:27,851
grim desperation took a hold
in his sex-crazed mind.
371
00:22:27,934 --> 00:22:31,396
His post-junk libido, fueled
by alcohol and amphetamine,
372
00:22:31,521 --> 00:22:35,442
taunted him remorselessly with
his own unsatisfied desire.
373
00:22:35,567 --> 00:22:38,111
Dot, dot, dot.
374
00:22:38,236 --> 00:22:39,905
# You think
that you're right now #
375
00:22:40,030 --> 00:22:41,239
# Temptation #
376
00:22:41,323 --> 00:22:43,450
# You're gonna face it
tonight now #
377
00:22:43,575 --> 00:22:45,035
# Temptation #
378
00:22:45,118 --> 00:22:47,370
# Oh, give me a breakdown #
379
00:22:47,454 --> 00:22:48,747
# Temptation #
380
00:22:48,830 --> 00:22:51,291
# Because it's time
for a shakedown #
381
00:22:51,374 --> 00:22:53,752
# Temptation #
382
00:22:53,835 --> 00:22:55,587
# Temptation #
383
00:22:55,670 --> 00:22:57,255
# Temptation #
384
00:23:35,127 --> 00:23:39,631
And with that,
Mark Renton had fallen in love.
385
00:23:48,890 --> 00:23:50,642
Excuse me,
I don't mean to harass you,
386
00:23:50,767 --> 00:23:53,270
but I was very impressed
with the capable manner
387
00:23:53,353 --> 00:23:54,855
in which you dealt with that.
388
00:23:54,980 --> 00:23:57,399
I was thinking to myself,
"This girl's special."
389
00:23:57,524 --> 00:23:58,483
Thanks.
390
00:23:58,567 --> 00:24:00,485
- What's your name?
- Diane.
391
00:24:00,569 --> 00:24:02,654
- Where are you going, Diane?
- I'm going home.
392
00:24:02,779 --> 00:24:04,489
- Where's that?
- It's where you live.
393
00:24:04,614 --> 00:24:05,532
Great.
394
00:24:05,657 --> 00:24:06,742
What?
395
00:24:06,867 --> 00:24:10,287
I'll come back with you,
but I'm not promising anything.
396
00:24:10,370 --> 00:24:12,789
Do you find that this approach
usually works?
397
00:24:12,873 --> 00:24:15,375
Or, let me guess,
you've never tried it before.
398
00:24:15,459 --> 00:24:18,503
In fact, you don't normally
approach girls, am I right?
399
00:24:18,628 --> 00:24:21,548
The truth is that you're
a quiet, sensitive type,
400
00:24:21,631 --> 00:24:23,467
but if I'm prepared to
take a chance,
401
00:24:23,550 --> 00:24:25,719
I might just get to know
the inner you.
402
00:24:25,844 --> 00:24:30,223
Witty, adventurous, passionate,
loving, loyal.
403
00:24:30,348 --> 00:24:32,225
Taxi!
404
00:24:32,350 --> 00:24:34,728
A little bit crazy,
a little bit bad.
405
00:24:34,853 --> 00:24:38,815
But, hey, don't us girls
just love that?
406
00:24:41,193 --> 00:24:43,070
Well, what's wrong, boy?
407
00:24:43,195 --> 00:24:44,654
Cat got your tongue?
408
00:24:44,738 --> 00:24:46,823
I left something.
409
00:24:47,783 --> 00:24:49,826
Are you getting in or not, pal?
410
00:25:10,972 --> 00:25:13,016
Do you understand?
411
00:25:13,100 --> 00:25:16,395
I expect you to be a considerate
and thoughtful lover.
412
00:25:16,478 --> 00:25:18,522
Generous but firm.
413
00:25:18,605 --> 00:25:19,356
What?
414
00:25:19,439 --> 00:25:22,776
Failure on your part to live up
to these reasonable expectations
415
00:25:22,901 --> 00:25:27,489
will result in swift resumption
of a non-sex situation.
416
00:25:27,614 --> 00:25:28,907
Right?
417
00:25:41,503 --> 00:25:42,754
Diane.
418
00:25:42,879 --> 00:25:43,922
Shh!
419
00:25:44,047 --> 00:25:44,673
What?
420
00:25:44,798 --> 00:25:46,925
Shut up!
421
00:26:27,257 --> 00:26:29,134
Wake up, Spud.
422
00:26:29,676 --> 00:26:31,261
Wake up.
423
00:26:31,344 --> 00:26:33,138
Sex.
424
00:26:34,431 --> 00:26:36,308
Casual sex.
425
00:26:43,607 --> 00:26:46,318
Tommy, let's put the tape on.
426
00:26:46,401 --> 00:26:47,360
Now?
427
00:26:47,486 --> 00:26:50,155
I want to watch ourselves
while we're screwing.
428
00:26:50,238 --> 00:26:52,991
So let's see what I'm missing.
429
00:27:07,839 --> 00:27:09,466
Not much.
430
00:27:11,510 --> 00:27:12,803
Pushed forward again.
431
00:27:12,886 --> 00:27:14,846
And there's the captain,
Archie Gemmill,
432
00:27:14,930 --> 00:27:16,890
picking it up from the outside.
433
00:27:16,973 --> 00:27:18,392
I think he wants to go himself.
434
00:27:18,517 --> 00:27:20,685
He's gonna go.
He's going all the way.
435
00:27:20,811 --> 00:27:22,187
And he scores!
436
00:27:22,270 --> 00:27:24,981
Oh, what a magnificent goal!
437
00:27:25,065 --> 00:27:27,192
Gemmill at his very best!
438
00:27:27,275 --> 00:27:30,362
What a penetrating goal
that was!
439
00:27:30,487 --> 00:27:32,155
I haven't felt that good
440
00:27:32,239 --> 00:27:35,659
since Archie Gemmill scored
against Holland in 1978.
441
00:27:39,454 --> 00:27:40,914
You can't sleep here.
442
00:27:41,039 --> 00:27:43,250
- What?
- Out.
443
00:27:43,375 --> 00:27:44,543
Come on!
444
00:27:44,668 --> 00:27:47,379
No argument. You can sleep on
the sofa in the hall or go home.
445
00:27:47,462 --> 00:27:48,880
It's up to you.
446
00:27:50,257 --> 00:27:52,676
And don't make any noise.
447
00:27:53,593 --> 00:27:55,262
Jesus!
448
00:28:01,810 --> 00:28:03,687
What do you mean, "It's gone"?
449
00:28:03,770 --> 00:28:07,482
- Where has it gone, Tommy?
- It'll be here somewhere!
450
00:28:09,067 --> 00:28:11,278
I might have returned it
by mistake.
451
00:28:11,403 --> 00:28:12,404
Returned it?
452
00:28:12,529 --> 00:28:16,366
Where?
The video shop, Tommy?
453
00:28:16,450 --> 00:28:19,077
The fucking video shop?
454
00:28:19,161 --> 00:28:23,540
So every punter in Edinburgh
is jerking off to our video?
455
00:28:24,124 --> 00:28:27,294
Oh, God, Tommy, I feel sick.
456
00:28:51,109 --> 00:28:53,070
# Oh, you've got green eyes #
457
00:28:53,153 --> 00:28:54,696
# Oh, you've got blue eyes #
458
00:28:54,821 --> 00:28:57,616
# Oh, you've got gray eyes #
459
00:28:57,741 --> 00:29:01,244
# And I've never seen anyone #
460
00:29:01,328 --> 00:29:02,079
Hi.
461
00:29:02,162 --> 00:29:04,206
Hello.
462
00:29:04,331 --> 00:29:07,626
# No, I've never met anyone #
463
00:29:07,751 --> 00:29:10,253
# Quite like you before #
464
00:29:11,129 --> 00:29:12,547
Fuck.
465
00:29:35,821 --> 00:29:36,488
Eh?
466
00:29:47,958 --> 00:29:49,960
Come in and sit down.
467
00:29:50,043 --> 00:29:51,795
Like some coffee?
468
00:29:51,878 --> 00:29:52,671
Aye.
469
00:29:54,840 --> 00:29:56,007
You must be Mark.
470
00:29:56,133 --> 00:29:57,717
Aye, that's me.
471
00:30:03,265 --> 00:30:04,891
You're a friend of Diane's?
472
00:30:05,016 --> 00:30:06,685
More of a friend
of a friend, no?
473
00:30:06,768 --> 00:30:07,894
Right.
474
00:30:10,397 --> 00:30:12,482
Are you her flatmates, like?
475
00:30:14,151 --> 00:30:16,027
Flatmates?
476
00:30:16,153 --> 00:30:17,988
I must remember that one.
477
00:30:19,364 --> 00:30:20,949
Morning.
478
00:30:35,881 --> 00:30:37,466
Good morning, Spud.
479
00:30:37,591 --> 00:30:40,719
Gail.
Mr. Houston, Mrs. Houston.
480
00:30:40,802 --> 00:30:43,889
Good morning, Spud. Sit down
and have some breakfast.
481
00:30:46,600 --> 00:30:48,393
I'm sorry about last night,
by the way.
482
00:30:48,518 --> 00:30:51,605
That's all right.
I slept fine on the sofa.
483
00:30:52,689 --> 00:30:56,568
I had a bit much to drink.
I had a bit of an accident.
484
00:30:56,651 --> 00:30:58,695
Don't worry, son.
These things happen.
485
00:30:58,779 --> 00:31:02,074
It does a man good to cut loose
once in a while.
486
00:31:02,157 --> 00:31:05,077
This one could do with being
tied up once in a while.
487
00:31:05,160 --> 00:31:06,912
I'll put the sheets
in the machine.
488
00:31:06,995 --> 00:31:09,081
No, no, no, I'll wash them.
489
00:31:09,164 --> 00:31:10,916
- There's no need.
- It's no problem.
490
00:31:11,041 --> 00:31:12,042
It's no problem for me.
491
00:31:12,125 --> 00:31:13,752
I'd rather take care
of it myself.
492
00:31:13,877 --> 00:31:15,087
Honestly, it's no problem.
493
00:31:15,170 --> 00:31:16,088
Really, no!
494
00:31:16,213 --> 00:31:18,423
Spud, they're my sheets!
495
00:31:31,019 --> 00:31:32,104
I don't see why not.
496
00:31:32,187 --> 00:31:33,897
Because it's illegal.
That's why not.
497
00:31:33,980 --> 00:31:35,065
What? Holding hands?
498
00:31:35,148 --> 00:31:36,274
Not holding hands.
499
00:31:36,400 --> 00:31:37,943
In that case, you can do it.
500
00:31:38,068 --> 00:31:39,236
You were quite happy to do
a lot more last night.
501
00:31:39,236 --> 00:31:40,362
You were quite happy to do
a lot more last night.
502
00:31:40,487 --> 00:31:41,988
Yeah, and that's what's illegal.
503
00:31:42,114 --> 00:31:43,657
Do you know what they'd do
to me inside?
504
00:31:43,782 --> 00:31:46,159
They cut your balls off and
flush them down the toilet.
505
00:31:46,284 --> 00:31:48,245
Calm down.
You're not going to jail.
506
00:31:48,370 --> 00:31:50,622
Well, that's very easy
for you to say, Diane.
507
00:31:50,705 --> 00:31:53,625
- Can I see you again?
- Certainly not!
508
00:31:53,708 --> 00:31:57,087
If you don't see me again,
I'll tell the police.
509
00:31:59,840 --> 00:32:01,883
I'll see you around then.
510
00:32:14,896 --> 00:32:16,481
Now what?
511
00:32:17,107 --> 00:32:18,150
We're going for a walk.
512
00:32:18,275 --> 00:32:19,276
What?
513
00:32:19,359 --> 00:32:21,027
A walk!
514
00:32:21,987 --> 00:32:22,946
Where?
515
00:32:23,071 --> 00:32:24,614
There!
516
00:32:25,991 --> 00:32:28,160
Are you serious?
517
00:33:01,735 --> 00:33:03,945
Well, what are you waiting for?
518
00:33:04,446 --> 00:33:05,697
Tommy.
519
00:33:07,616 --> 00:33:09,534
This is not natural, man.
520
00:33:10,202 --> 00:33:12,746
It's the great outdoors!
521
00:33:12,871 --> 00:33:14,414
It's fresh air.
522
00:33:14,539 --> 00:33:17,542
Look, Tommy, we know you're
getting a hard time off Lizzy,
523
00:33:17,667 --> 00:33:20,545
but there's really no need
to take it out on us.
524
00:33:20,629 --> 00:33:22,589
Doesn't it make you proud
to be Scottish?
525
00:33:22,714 --> 00:33:25,550
It's shite being Scottish!
526
00:33:25,634 --> 00:33:27,761
We're the lowest of the low.
527
00:33:27,886 --> 00:33:30,222
The scum of the fucking Earth.
528
00:33:30,305 --> 00:33:32,724
The most wretched,
miserable, servile,
529
00:33:32,849 --> 00:33:36,436
pathetic trash that was ever
shat into civilization.
530
00:33:36,561 --> 00:33:38,438
Some people hate the English.
I don't.
531
00:33:38,563 --> 00:33:40,232
They're just wankers.
532
00:33:40,315 --> 00:33:43,902
We, on the other hand,
are colonized by wankers.
533
00:33:44,027 --> 00:33:48,031
We can't even find a decent
culture to be colonized by.
534
00:33:48,156 --> 00:33:50,909
We're ruled by effete arseholes.
535
00:33:51,034 --> 00:33:53,203
It's a shite state of affairs
to be in, Tommy,
536
00:33:53,286 --> 00:33:54,704
and all the fresh air
in the world
537
00:33:54,788 --> 00:33:57,499
won't make any fucking
difference!
538
00:34:06,633 --> 00:34:08,343
Sorry, man.
I'm sorry.
539
00:34:08,468 --> 00:34:11,221
No, I appreciate it, Tommy.
540
00:34:11,304 --> 00:34:12,806
At or around this time,
541
00:34:12,889 --> 00:34:15,392
Spud, Sick Boy, and I made
a healthy, informed,
542
00:34:15,475 --> 00:34:19,146
Democratic decision to get back
on heroin as soon as possible.
543
00:34:19,271 --> 00:34:21,440
It took about 12 hours.
544
00:34:26,069 --> 00:34:28,613
It looks easy, this,
but it's not.
545
00:34:28,739 --> 00:34:31,533
It looks like a doss,
like a soft option.
546
00:34:31,658 --> 00:34:36,496
But living like this,
it's a full-time business.
547
00:34:54,973 --> 00:34:57,642
Ursula Andress.
548
00:34:57,768 --> 00:35:00,020
The quintessential Bond Girl.
549
00:35:00,145 --> 00:35:02,189
That's what everyone says.
550
00:35:02,314 --> 00:35:06,485
The embodiment, right,
of his superiority to us.
551
00:35:06,610 --> 00:35:09,988
Beautiful, exotic,
highly sexual,
552
00:35:10,113 --> 00:35:15,327
yet totally unavailable
to anyone apart from him.
553
00:35:15,452 --> 00:35:16,578
Shite.
554
00:35:16,703 --> 00:35:18,205
I mean, let's face it, mate.
555
00:35:18,330 --> 00:35:20,082
She'd shag one punter
from Edinburgh,
556
00:35:20,207 --> 00:35:22,292
she'd shag
the whole fucking lot of us.
557
00:35:33,720 --> 00:35:35,180
Well done.
558
00:35:35,263 --> 00:35:38,350
I knew he was gonna do that.
559
00:35:47,692 --> 00:35:49,319
Lizzy's gone, Mark.
560
00:35:49,403 --> 00:35:52,364
She's gone
and fucking dumped me.
561
00:35:52,447 --> 00:35:55,534
It was that videotape
562
00:35:55,659 --> 00:35:57,244
and that Iggy Pop business
563
00:35:57,369 --> 00:35:59,204
and other sorts of shit.
564
00:35:59,287 --> 00:36:03,250
She told me where to go
and no fucking mistake.
565
00:36:03,375 --> 00:36:05,335
I said to her,
566
00:36:05,419 --> 00:36:07,212
"Is there any chance
of getting back together?"
567
00:36:07,337 --> 00:36:10,424
But no way, no fucking way.
568
00:36:10,549 --> 00:36:16,054
Honor Blackman, A.K.A.
Pussy Galore, right?
569
00:36:16,179 --> 00:36:19,558
What a total fucking misnomer.
570
00:36:20,100 --> 00:36:23,395
I mean, I wouldn't touch her
with yours.
571
00:36:23,520 --> 00:36:25,772
I want to try it, Mark.
572
00:36:26,773 --> 00:36:29,609
You're always going on about how
it's the ultimate hit.
573
00:36:29,735 --> 00:36:31,611
Better than sex.
574
00:36:35,323 --> 00:36:37,117
Come on, man,
I'm a fucking adult.
575
00:36:37,242 --> 00:36:39,703
I can find out for myself.
576
00:36:44,458 --> 00:36:45,959
I've got the money.
577
00:36:49,212 --> 00:36:52,758
Personality. I mean,
that's what counts, right?
578
00:36:52,883 --> 00:36:53,759
Personality.
579
00:36:53,884 --> 00:36:57,471
That's what keeps a relationship
going through the years.
580
00:36:59,139 --> 00:37:00,891
Like heroin.
581
00:37:01,349 --> 00:37:07,397
I mean, heroin's got great
fucking personality.
582
00:37:07,481 --> 00:37:09,232
# Nightclubbing #
583
00:37:09,316 --> 00:37:12,319
# We're nightclubbing #
584
00:37:12,402 --> 00:37:15,489
# We're walking through town #
585
00:37:17,824 --> 00:37:20,619
# Nightclubbing #
586
00:37:20,702 --> 00:37:21,620
Swanney taught us
587
00:37:21,745 --> 00:37:23,914
to respect
the National Health Service,
588
00:37:23,997 --> 00:37:26,291
for it was the source
of much of our gear.
589
00:37:26,374 --> 00:37:29,461
We stole drugs, we stole
prescriptions, or bought them,
590
00:37:29,586 --> 00:37:32,923
sold them, swapped them,
forged them, photocopied them,
591
00:37:33,006 --> 00:37:35,634
or traded drugs with
cancer victims, alcoholics,
592
00:37:35,717 --> 00:37:38,762
old-age pensioners,
AIDS patients, epileptics,
593
00:37:38,845 --> 00:37:40,263
and bored housewives.
594
00:37:40,347 --> 00:37:43,809
We took morphine, diamorphine,
cyclizine, codeine,
595
00:37:43,934 --> 00:37:46,436
temazepam, nitrazepam,
phenobarbitone,
596
00:37:46,561 --> 00:37:49,356
sodium amytal,
dextropropo xyphene, methadone,
597
00:37:49,481 --> 00:37:52,776
nalbuphine, pethidine,
pentazocine, buprenorphine,
598
00:37:52,859 --> 00:37:54,861
dextromoramide,
chlormethiazole.
599
00:37:54,986 --> 00:37:57,697
The streets are awash
with drugs you can have
600
00:37:57,823 --> 00:38:00,826
for unhappiness and pain,
and we took them all.
601
00:38:00,951 --> 00:38:03,036
Fuck it, we would have injected
vitamin C
602
00:38:03,161 --> 00:38:05,038
if only they'd made it illegal.
603
00:38:14,214 --> 00:38:16,258
Pardon me,
may I use your bathroom?
604
00:38:16,383 --> 00:38:18,051
Thank you.
605
00:38:29,604 --> 00:38:31,398
You're a psycho!
606
00:38:41,366 --> 00:38:44,828
Hey, Rent Boy, no fucking smack.
607
00:38:49,708 --> 00:38:52,169
But the good times
couldn't last forever.
608
00:38:52,252 --> 00:38:55,714
No! God, no!
609
00:38:55,797 --> 00:38:59,676
Oh, my God, no!
Please, no!
610
00:38:59,760 --> 00:39:02,554
I think Allison
had been screaming all day,
611
00:39:02,679 --> 00:39:05,057
but it hadn't really
registered before.
612
00:39:05,766 --> 00:39:08,477
She might have been screaming
for a week for all I knew.
613
00:39:08,602 --> 00:39:10,437
It had been days
since I heard anyone speak,
614
00:39:10,562 --> 00:39:13,523
though someone must have said
something in all that time.
615
00:39:13,607 --> 00:39:15,400
Surely to fuck,
someone must have.
616
00:39:15,484 --> 00:39:18,153
- Allison! Allison!
- Help me, please!
617
00:39:18,278 --> 00:39:19,446
Calm down!
618
00:39:19,571 --> 00:39:22,741
Everything's going to be
just fine.
619
00:39:22,824 --> 00:39:25,619
Nothing could have been further
from the truth.
620
00:39:25,744 --> 00:39:28,330
In point of fact, nothing was
going to be just fine.
621
00:39:28,455 --> 00:39:31,249
On the contrary,
everything was going to be bad.
622
00:39:31,374 --> 00:39:33,043
Bad?
623
00:39:33,126 --> 00:39:36,713
I mean everything was gonna be
even worse than it already was.
624
00:39:44,638 --> 00:39:47,391
No!
625
00:39:54,314 --> 00:39:56,191
Fuck.
626
00:39:56,316 --> 00:39:57,984
Jesus Christ!
627
00:39:58,110 --> 00:40:00,570
No!
No!
628
00:40:03,198 --> 00:40:05,617
It wasn't my baby.
629
00:40:05,700 --> 00:40:07,119
She wasn't my baby.
630
00:40:07,244 --> 00:40:09,162
Baby Dawn, she wasn't mine.
631
00:40:09,287 --> 00:40:11,790
Spud's? Swanney's?
Sick Boy's?
632
00:40:11,915 --> 00:40:13,792
I don't know.
633
00:40:13,917 --> 00:40:16,711
Maybe Allison knew.
Maybe not.
634
00:40:16,837 --> 00:40:19,756
I wished I could think of
something to say,
635
00:40:19,840 --> 00:40:22,759
something sympathetic,
something human.
636
00:40:22,843 --> 00:40:25,053
Say something, Mark.
637
00:40:27,722 --> 00:40:30,976
Fucking say something!
638
00:40:36,648 --> 00:40:38,817
I'm cooking up.
639
00:40:55,709 --> 00:40:58,003
Cook us up a shot, Rents.
640
00:40:58,128 --> 00:41:00,630
I need a hit.
641
00:41:01,506 --> 00:41:04,384
And so she did.
I could understand that.
642
00:41:04,509 --> 00:41:06,762
To take the pain away.
643
00:41:07,929 --> 00:41:10,807
So I cooked up,
and she got a hit.
644
00:41:10,891 --> 00:41:12,893
But only after me.
645
00:41:12,976 --> 00:41:15,270
That went without saying.
646
00:41:17,064 --> 00:41:19,983
Well, at least we knew
who the father was now.
647
00:41:20,067 --> 00:41:22,444
It wasn't just the baby
that died that day.
648
00:41:22,569 --> 00:41:24,488
Something inside Sick Boy
was lost and never returned.
649
00:41:24,529 --> 00:41:26,448
Something inside Sick Boy
was lost and never returned.
650
00:41:26,573 --> 00:41:27,866
It seemed he had no theory
651
00:41:27,991 --> 00:41:30,077
with which to explain a moment
like this.
652
00:41:30,202 --> 00:41:32,037
Nor did I.
653
00:41:32,162 --> 00:41:35,207
Our only response was to keep
on going and fuck everything.
654
00:41:35,332 --> 00:41:37,375
Pile misery upon misery,
655
00:41:37,501 --> 00:41:39,961
heap it up on a spoon
and dissolve it with bile,
656
00:41:40,087 --> 00:41:42,339
then squirt it into a stinking,
purulent vein,
657
00:41:42,422 --> 00:41:44,216
and do it all over again.
658
00:41:44,299 --> 00:41:46,426
Keep on going, getting up,
going out, robbing,
659
00:41:46,551 --> 00:41:48,053
stealing, fucking people over,
660
00:41:48,178 --> 00:41:49,721
propelling ourselves
with longing
661
00:41:49,846 --> 00:41:52,349
towards the day
that it would all go wrong.
662
00:41:52,432 --> 00:41:55,644
Because no matter how much you
stash or how much you steal,
663
00:41:55,769 --> 00:41:57,104
you never have enough.
664
00:41:57,229 --> 00:41:59,898
No matter how often you go out
and rob and fuck people over,
665
00:42:00,023 --> 00:42:03,193
you always need to get up
and do it all over again.
666
00:42:06,488 --> 00:42:10,951
Sooner or later, this kind
of thing was bound to happen.
667
00:42:16,498 --> 00:42:19,042
Because shoplifting
is theft, which is a crime,
668
00:42:19,126 --> 00:42:20,710
and despite
what you may believe,
669
00:42:20,836 --> 00:42:23,630
there is no such entity
as victimless crime.
670
00:42:23,755 --> 00:42:25,298
Heroin addiction
may explain your actions,
671
00:42:25,424 --> 00:42:27,259
but it does not excuse them.
672
00:42:27,342 --> 00:42:29,553
Mr. Murphy,
you are a habitual thief,
673
00:42:29,636 --> 00:42:31,638
devoid of regret and remorse.
674
00:42:31,721 --> 00:42:33,765
In sentencing you
to six months imprisonment,
675
00:42:33,890 --> 00:42:37,352
my only worry is it will not
be long before we meet again.
676
00:42:37,477 --> 00:42:40,063
Mr. Renton, I understand
that you have entered
677
00:42:40,147 --> 00:42:41,940
into a program of rehabilitation
678
00:42:42,065 --> 00:42:45,152
in an attempt to wean yourself
away from heroin.
679
00:42:45,277 --> 00:42:47,821
The suspension of your sentence
680
00:42:47,946 --> 00:42:51,199
is conditional on your continued
cooperation with this program.
681
00:42:51,324 --> 00:42:53,285
Should you stand guilty
before me again,
682
00:42:53,368 --> 00:42:56,663
I shall not hesitate to impose
a custodial sentence.
683
00:42:56,788 --> 00:42:58,999
Thank you, Your Honor.
684
00:42:59,124 --> 00:43:03,044
With God's help, I'll conquer
this terrible affliction.
685
00:43:17,768 --> 00:43:19,269
What can you say?
686
00:43:19,352 --> 00:43:21,772
Well,
Begbie had a phrase for it.
687
00:43:21,855 --> 00:43:24,483
It was obvious that cunt
was going to fuck some cunt.
688
00:43:24,608 --> 00:43:26,985
Well, I hope you learnt
your lesson, son.
689
00:43:27,069 --> 00:43:30,822
Oh, my son, I thought
I was gonna lose you there.
690
00:43:30,947 --> 00:43:35,494
You're nothing but trouble
to me, but I still love you!
691
00:43:35,619 --> 00:43:38,997
You better clean up your act.
Cut that shite out forever.
692
00:43:39,122 --> 00:43:41,333
You listen to Francis.
He's talking sense.
693
00:43:41,416 --> 00:43:42,501
Fucking right I am.
694
00:43:42,626 --> 00:43:45,629
See, inside, you wouldn't last
two fucking days.
695
00:43:45,712 --> 00:43:48,215
There's better things
than the needle, Rents.
696
00:43:48,340 --> 00:43:49,216
Choose life.
697
00:43:49,341 --> 00:43:51,343
I remember
when you were a wee baby.
698
00:43:51,468 --> 00:43:53,428
Oh, mama's little baby loves.
699
00:43:53,553 --> 00:43:55,013
# Shortening, shortening #
700
00:43:55,138 --> 00:43:58,016
# Mama's little baby loves
shortening bread #
701
00:44:10,695 --> 00:44:13,490
I'm sorry, Mrs. Murphy.
702
00:44:13,573 --> 00:44:16,701
That wasn't any fair.
Spud going down and not me.
703
00:44:19,037 --> 00:44:20,997
Well, it's not our fault!
704
00:44:22,374 --> 00:44:24,709
Your boy went down
because he was a smack-head,
705
00:44:24,835 --> 00:44:28,130
and if that's not your fault,
then I don't know what is.
706
00:44:30,132 --> 00:44:33,218
That was that fucking cunt.
707
00:44:36,263 --> 00:44:37,389
I'll get the drinks.
708
00:44:37,514 --> 00:44:39,433
Aye.
709
00:44:41,435 --> 00:44:43,770
I wished I'd gone down
instead of Spud.
710
00:44:43,895 --> 00:44:47,858
Here I was surrounded by my
family and my so-called mates,
711
00:44:47,983 --> 00:44:51,611
and I've never felt so alone,
never in all my puff.
712
00:44:54,698 --> 00:44:57,200
Since I was on remand,
they've had me on this program.
713
00:44:57,325 --> 00:44:59,453
The state-sponsored addiction.
714
00:44:59,578 --> 00:45:01,204
Three sickly sweet doses
715
00:45:01,288 --> 00:45:03,582
of methadone a day
instead of smack.
716
00:45:03,707 --> 00:45:06,084
But it's never enough.
717
00:45:06,209 --> 00:45:09,129
And at the moment,
it's nowhere near enough.
718
00:45:09,963 --> 00:45:11,256
I took all three this morning,
719
00:45:11,339 --> 00:45:13,925
and now I've got 18 hours
to go till my next shot
720
00:45:14,009 --> 00:45:17,637
and a sweat on my back
like a layer of frost.
721
00:45:17,763 --> 00:45:21,641
I need to visit the Mother
Superior for one hit.
722
00:45:21,767 --> 00:45:27,689
One fucking hit to get us
over this long, hard day.
723
00:45:30,942 --> 00:45:32,527
What's on the menu
this evening, sir?
724
00:45:32,652 --> 00:45:35,447
- Your favorite dish.
- Excellent.
725
00:45:35,572 --> 00:45:38,116
- Usual table, sir?
- Oh, why, thank you.
726
00:45:38,241 --> 00:45:41,453
Would sir care to pay
for his bill in advance?
727
00:45:41,536 --> 00:45:43,121
No, stick it on my tab.
728
00:45:43,246 --> 00:45:44,456
Regret to inform, sir,
729
00:45:44,539 --> 00:45:47,626
credit limit was reached and
breached quite some time ago.
730
00:45:47,751 --> 00:45:50,087
Oh, well, in that case.
731
00:45:50,545 --> 00:45:52,756
Hard currency!
That'll do nicely.
732
00:45:52,839 --> 00:45:56,259
Can't be too careful when we're
dealing with your type, can we?
733
00:45:57,344 --> 00:46:00,305
Would sir care for a starter?
Some garlic bread perhaps?
734
00:46:00,388 --> 00:46:02,724
No, thank you.
I'll proceed directly
735
00:46:02,849 --> 00:46:05,769
to the intravenous injection
of hard drugs, please.
736
00:46:06,353 --> 00:46:08,105
As you wish, sir.
737
00:46:08,188 --> 00:46:10,607
As you wish.
738
00:46:56,194 --> 00:47:00,115
# Just a perfect day #
739
00:47:00,240 --> 00:47:04,703
# Drink sangria in the park #
740
00:47:04,828 --> 00:47:06,997
# And then later #
741
00:47:07,080 --> 00:47:10,208
Perhaps sir would like me
to call for a taxi?
742
00:47:16,256 --> 00:47:20,051
# Just a perfect day #
743
00:47:20,135 --> 00:47:24,389
# Feed animals in the zoo #
744
00:47:25,432 --> 00:47:32,230
# Then later a movie, too,
and then home #
745
00:47:34,107 --> 00:47:39,529
# Oh, it's such a perfect day #
746
00:47:39,613 --> 00:47:43,158
# I'm glad
I spent it with you #
747
00:47:45,577 --> 00:47:48,080
# Oh, such a perfect day #
748
00:47:48,205 --> 00:47:53,210
# You just keep me hanging on #
749
00:47:53,293 --> 00:47:58,882
# You just keep me hanging on #
750
00:48:02,969 --> 00:48:06,932
# Just a perfect day #
751
00:48:07,808 --> 00:48:11,937
# Problems all left alone #
752
00:48:12,979 --> 00:48:15,732
# Weekenders on our own #
753
00:48:15,816 --> 00:48:19,653
# It's such fun #
754
00:48:23,281 --> 00:48:27,160
# Just a perfect day #
755
00:48:27,702 --> 00:48:31,581
# You made me forget myself #
756
00:48:32,624 --> 00:48:36,086
# I thought
I was someone else #
757
00:48:36,169 --> 00:48:38,463
# Someone good #
758
00:48:41,174 --> 00:48:46,138
# Oh, it's such a perfect day #
759
00:48:46,221 --> 00:48:52,185
# I'm glad
I spent it with you #
760
00:48:52,310 --> 00:48:55,439
# Oh, such a perfect day #
761
00:48:55,522 --> 00:49:00,152
# You just keep me hanging on #
762
00:49:00,277 --> 00:49:06,283
# You just keep me hanging on #
763
00:49:20,172 --> 00:49:22,382
Open your eyes!
Wake up!
764
00:49:22,507 --> 00:49:24,134
Come on, wake up!
765
00:49:24,217 --> 00:49:27,679
# Just what you sow #
766
00:49:31,141 --> 00:49:38,899
# You're going to reap
just what you sow #
767
00:49:41,151 --> 00:49:47,949
# You're going to reap
just what you sow #
768
00:49:51,161 --> 00:49:58,043
# You're going to reap
just what you sow #
769
00:50:54,850 --> 00:50:56,560
I don't feel the sickness yet,
770
00:50:56,643 --> 00:50:59,104
but it's in the post,
that's for sure.
771
00:50:59,938 --> 00:51:02,482
I'm in the junky limbo
at the moment.
772
00:51:02,607 --> 00:51:06,737
Too ill to sleep,
too tired to stay awake.
773
00:51:06,862 --> 00:51:09,865
But the sickness is on its way.
774
00:51:09,948 --> 00:51:14,161
Sweat, chills, nausea, pain,
and craving.
775
00:51:14,286 --> 00:51:15,912
Need like nothing else
I've ever known
776
00:51:16,037 --> 00:51:17,956
will soon take hold of me.
777
00:51:18,039 --> 00:51:20,083
It's on its way.
778
00:51:26,298 --> 00:51:27,924
# Oh, you've got green eyes #
779
00:51:28,049 --> 00:51:29,885
# Oh, you've got blue eyes #
780
00:51:29,968 --> 00:51:32,471
# Oh, you've got gray eyes #
781
00:51:32,554 --> 00:51:36,099
# And I've never seen anyone #
782
00:51:36,224 --> 00:51:38,477
# Quite like you before #
783
00:51:39,269 --> 00:51:42,606
# No, I've never met anyone #
784
00:51:42,689 --> 00:51:44,608
# Quite like you before #
785
00:52:00,957 --> 00:52:03,835
We'll help you, son.
786
00:52:03,919 --> 00:52:06,838
You'll stay here with us
till you get better.
787
00:52:06,963 --> 00:52:09,132
We're gonna beat this together.
788
00:52:09,216 --> 00:52:12,010
Maybe I should go back
to the clinic.
789
00:52:12,135 --> 00:52:13,095
No.
790
00:52:13,220 --> 00:52:16,473
No clinics, no methadone.
791
00:52:16,556 --> 00:52:19,684
That only made you worse.
You said so yourself.
792
00:52:20,852 --> 00:52:25,690
You lied to us, son,
your own mother and father.
793
00:52:25,816 --> 00:52:28,819
- You could bring us jellies.
- No!
794
00:52:28,902 --> 00:52:30,570
You're worse coming off that
than heroin.
795
00:52:30,695 --> 00:52:33,156
- Nothing at all.
- It's a clean break this time.
796
00:52:33,240 --> 00:52:35,700
You're staying here where
we can keep an eye on you.
797
00:52:35,784 --> 00:52:37,411
I appreciate
what you're trying to do.
798
00:52:37,536 --> 00:52:39,996
But I just need one more score.
799
00:52:40,122 --> 00:52:43,208
Just bring me one more hit.
800
00:52:43,333 --> 00:52:46,336
I need one more fucking hit!
801
00:52:47,629 --> 00:52:49,548
You fuck!
802
00:52:52,092 --> 00:52:53,969
Hit.
803
00:52:54,052 --> 00:52:55,804
Hit.
804
00:53:08,024 --> 00:53:13,238
Well, this is a good
fucking laugh, ain't it?
805
00:53:13,363 --> 00:53:15,824
You sweat that shite
out of your system,
806
00:53:15,907 --> 00:53:18,535
'cause if I come back
and it's still here,
807
00:53:18,660 --> 00:53:21,747
I'll fucking kick it out.
808
00:53:21,872 --> 00:53:23,540
Okay.
809
00:53:32,466 --> 00:53:33,925
God.
810
00:53:49,775 --> 00:53:51,401
Question number one.
811
00:53:51,485 --> 00:53:54,571
The human immunodeficiency virus
is a...
812
00:53:54,696 --> 00:53:56,239
Retrovirus?
813
00:53:56,323 --> 00:53:58,825
Retrovirus is the right answer!
814
00:54:08,418 --> 00:54:11,671
It's a mug's game, Mrs. Renton.
815
00:54:11,797 --> 00:54:14,633
I mean, I'm not saying
I was blameless myself.
816
00:54:14,758 --> 00:54:17,260
But there comes a time
817
00:54:17,385 --> 00:54:19,387
when you have to turn your back
on that nonsense
818
00:54:19,471 --> 00:54:21,598
and just say no.
819
00:54:25,894 --> 00:54:28,105
Just say no.
820
00:54:28,230 --> 00:54:31,066
She's gone!
She's gone!
821
00:54:42,619 --> 00:54:44,079
Fuck.
822
00:54:59,428 --> 00:55:00,971
Question number two.
823
00:55:01,096 --> 00:55:05,517
H.I.V. binds to which receptor
on the host lymphocyte?
824
00:55:05,642 --> 00:55:07,811
Which receptor is that?
825
00:55:07,936 --> 00:55:11,356
# I'm gonna try,
I'm gonna try #
826
00:55:11,481 --> 00:55:14,568
# I'm gonna try,
I'm gonna try #
827
00:55:14,693 --> 00:55:15,861
CD4.
828
00:55:15,986 --> 00:55:18,864
CD4 is the right answer!
829
00:55:22,409 --> 00:55:24,870
Better than sex, Rents.
830
00:55:24,995 --> 00:55:27,456
Better than sex.
831
00:55:27,539 --> 00:55:29,791
The ultimate hit.
832
00:55:30,542 --> 00:55:33,837
I'm a fucking adult.
I can find out for myself.
833
00:55:34,838 --> 00:55:37,716
Well, I'm finding out,
all right.
834
00:55:43,138 --> 00:55:45,182
Tommy.
835
00:55:47,017 --> 00:55:48,602
No!
836
00:55:48,727 --> 00:55:50,353
Stop it.
Fucking stop it.
837
00:55:50,437 --> 00:55:51,688
Stop it.
Stop it.
838
00:55:51,772 --> 00:55:55,400
Is he guilty or not guilty?
839
00:55:58,820 --> 00:56:00,739
He's our son.
840
00:56:07,162 --> 00:56:08,121
Don't!
841
00:56:08,246 --> 00:56:09,122
Don't!
842
00:56:09,247 --> 00:56:12,084
Don't!
843
00:56:12,209 --> 00:56:14,294
Stop!
844
00:56:15,253 --> 00:56:17,297
Oh, my God!
845
00:56:19,007 --> 00:56:20,425
Stop!
846
00:56:26,681 --> 00:56:29,601
Mark.
847
00:56:29,684 --> 00:56:30,811
Mark.
848
00:56:31,770 --> 00:56:33,355
Mark.
849
00:56:36,608 --> 00:56:38,944
There's something
you need to do.
850
00:56:58,964 --> 00:56:59,756
Ow!
851
00:57:08,056 --> 00:57:10,475
Come alive, 35.
852
00:57:10,559 --> 00:57:13,437
Lots of tricks, 66.
853
00:57:14,312 --> 00:57:17,441
Mark, you've got a house!
854
00:57:17,524 --> 00:57:19,985
House!
House!
855
00:57:20,110 --> 00:57:22,571
For goodness sake, Mark.
856
00:57:23,155 --> 00:57:26,074
It seems I really am
the luckiest guy in the world.
857
00:57:26,158 --> 00:57:28,535
Several years of addiction
in the middle of an epidemic,
858
00:57:28,660 --> 00:57:30,912
surrounded by the living dead.
859
00:57:30,996 --> 00:57:33,623
But not me.
I'm negative.
860
00:57:33,749 --> 00:57:35,375
It's official.
861
00:57:36,251 --> 00:57:39,254
Once the pain goes away,
the real battle starts.
862
00:57:39,337 --> 00:57:41,256
Depression.
Boredom.
863
00:57:41,339 --> 00:57:44,718
You feel so fucking low, you'll
want to fucking top yourself.
864
00:57:47,846 --> 00:57:49,723
Tommy!
865
00:57:49,848 --> 00:57:51,183
Tommy!
866
00:57:55,312 --> 00:57:57,856
Tommy, it's Mark, man.
867
00:58:05,989 --> 00:58:07,866
Renton.
868
00:58:30,347 --> 00:58:31,765
Getting out much, Tommy?
869
00:58:31,890 --> 00:58:33,475
No.
870
00:58:37,062 --> 00:58:39,064
Following the game at all?
871
00:58:39,147 --> 00:58:40,941
No.
872
00:58:42,484 --> 00:58:44,820
Nah, me neither, really.
873
00:58:55,122 --> 00:58:57,290
You take the test?
874
00:58:58,875 --> 00:59:00,710
Aye.
875
00:59:02,546 --> 00:59:04,506
Clear?
876
00:59:05,257 --> 00:59:06,716
Aye.
877
00:59:08,635 --> 00:59:10,804
That's nice.
878
00:59:13,265 --> 00:59:15,642
I'm sorry, Tommy.
879
00:59:17,936 --> 00:59:19,813
Got any gear on you?
880
00:59:20,981 --> 00:59:23,024
No, I'm clean, man.
881
00:59:23,942 --> 00:59:27,988
Well, sub us, then, mate.
882
00:59:29,114 --> 00:59:30,907
I'm expecting a rent check.
883
00:59:45,422 --> 00:59:46,923
Thanks, Mark.
884
00:59:47,549 --> 00:59:49,509
No bother.
885
00:59:53,430 --> 00:59:56,266
No bother, none at all.
886
00:59:56,349 --> 00:59:57,851
Not for me, anyway.
887
00:59:57,976 --> 00:59:59,936
It's easy to be philosophical
888
01:00:00,020 --> 01:00:03,106
when it's some other poor cunt
with shite for blood.
889
01:00:10,906 --> 01:00:12,616
What do you want?
890
01:00:12,699 --> 01:00:14,534
- Are you clean?
- Yes.
891
01:00:14,659 --> 01:00:16,286
Is that a promise, then?
892
01:00:16,411 --> 01:00:17,829
Yes, it is.
893
01:00:17,913 --> 01:00:20,874
Calm down.
I'm only asking.
894
01:00:24,336 --> 01:00:27,214
- Is that hash I can smell?
- No.
895
01:00:27,339 --> 01:00:28,965
I wouldn't mind a bit, if it is.
896
01:00:29,091 --> 01:00:31,510
- Well, it isn't.
- It smells like it.
897
01:00:31,635 --> 01:00:35,388
- You're too young.
- I'm too young for what?
898
01:00:43,522 --> 01:00:45,816
You're not getting
any younger, Mark.
899
01:00:45,899 --> 01:00:48,527
The world's changing.
Music's changing.
900
01:00:48,652 --> 01:00:50,195
Even drugs are changing.
901
01:00:50,320 --> 01:00:51,738
You can't stay in here all day
902
01:00:51,863 --> 01:00:54,908
dreaming about heroin
and Ziggy Pop.
903
01:00:55,033 --> 01:00:56,701
It's Iggy Pop.
904
01:00:56,827 --> 01:00:59,371
Whatever.
I mean, the guy's dead anyway.
905
01:00:59,496 --> 01:01:02,499
Iggy Pop is not dead.
He toured last year.
906
01:01:02,624 --> 01:01:06,211
The point is, you've got
to find something new.
907
01:01:08,296 --> 01:01:11,967
She was right.
I had to find something new.
908
01:01:12,050 --> 01:01:13,343
There was only one thing
for it.
909
01:01:13,385 --> 01:01:14,636
There was only one thing
for it.
910
01:01:18,890 --> 01:01:22,853
# So find the feeling #
911
01:01:25,939 --> 01:01:30,068
# So find the feeling #
912
01:01:33,155 --> 01:01:37,117
# So find the feeling #
913
01:01:41,079 --> 01:01:43,457
# Boom, diggy diggy diggy,
boom, diggy bang #
914
01:01:57,345 --> 01:01:58,930
Lifestyle Leasing Agency.
915
01:01:59,055 --> 01:02:01,933
Oh, yes, it's a beautifully
converted Victorian townhouse.
916
01:02:02,017 --> 01:02:03,810
Ideally located in a quiet road,
917
01:02:03,935 --> 01:02:06,229
near to the local shops
and transport.
918
01:02:06,354 --> 01:02:09,316
This one's two bedrooms
and a kitchen/diner.
919
01:02:09,441 --> 01:02:12,027
Fully fitted in excellent
decorative order.
920
01:02:12,110 --> 01:02:14,446
Lots of storage space,
and all mod cons.
921
01:02:14,571 --> 01:02:18,158
And it's going at £320 a week.
922
01:02:25,248 --> 01:02:28,418
I settled in not too badly
and kept myself to myself.
923
01:02:28,502 --> 01:02:30,128
Sometimes,
I thought about the guys,
924
01:02:30,253 --> 01:02:32,380
but mainly I didn't miss them
at all.
925
01:02:32,464 --> 01:02:34,049
After all, this was Boomtown,
926
01:02:34,132 --> 01:02:37,844
where any fool could make cash
from chaos and plenty did.
927
01:02:37,969 --> 01:02:41,723
I've got a beautifully converted
Victorian townhouse.
928
01:02:41,807 --> 01:02:43,475
I quite enjoyed
the sound of it all.
929
01:02:43,600 --> 01:02:47,104
Profit, loss, margins,
takeovers, lending, letting,
930
01:02:47,229 --> 01:02:48,647
subletting, subdividing,
931
01:02:48,772 --> 01:02:51,441
cheating, scamming,
fragmenting, breaking away.
932
01:02:51,525 --> 01:02:53,318
Who's got the keys
to Telegraph Road?
933
01:02:53,443 --> 01:02:55,612
There was no such thing as
society, and even if there was,
934
01:02:55,737 --> 01:02:58,782
I most certainly had nothing
to do with it.
935
01:02:58,907 --> 01:03:02,702
For the first time in my adult
life, I was almost content.
936
01:03:03,954 --> 01:03:05,122
"Dear Mark...
937
01:03:05,247 --> 01:03:07,999
I'm glad you've found a job
and somewhere to live.
938
01:03:08,125 --> 01:03:09,835
School is fine at the moment.
939
01:03:09,960 --> 01:03:12,712
I'm not pregnant,
but thanks for asking.
940
01:03:12,838 --> 01:03:15,966
Your friend Sick Boy asked me
last week to work for him,
941
01:03:16,091 --> 01:03:18,009
but I told him where to go.
942
01:03:18,135 --> 01:03:20,470
I met Spud,
who sends his regards,
943
01:03:20,554 --> 01:03:22,889
or at least I think
that's what he said. "
944
01:03:26,184 --> 01:03:27,978
"No one has seen Tommy
for ages.
945
01:03:28,103 --> 01:03:32,149
And finally, Francis Begbie
has been on television a lot,
946
01:03:32,232 --> 01:03:33,483
as he is wanted by the police
947
01:03:33,608 --> 01:03:35,318
in connection
with an armed robbery
948
01:03:35,402 --> 01:03:37,028
in a jeweler's in Corstorphine.
949
01:03:37,154 --> 01:03:40,157
Take care.
Yours with love, Diane. "
950
01:03:47,539 --> 01:03:49,624
"Francis Begbie."
951
01:03:54,087 --> 01:03:55,589
Oh, no.
952
01:03:55,714 --> 01:03:58,717
Armed robbery?
With a replica?
953
01:03:58,842 --> 01:04:01,678
I mean, how can it be armed
robbery with a fucking replica?
954
01:04:01,803 --> 01:04:04,222
Fucking scandal.
955
01:04:04,514 --> 01:04:07,476
And the gear.
Look.
956
01:04:09,352 --> 01:04:12,898
Supposed to be solid silver.
It's fucking garbage.
957
01:04:13,023 --> 01:04:15,901
There's couples investing
all their hopes in that stuff.
958
01:04:15,984 --> 01:04:18,403
- It's a scandal, Franco.
- Too fucking right it is.
959
01:04:18,487 --> 01:04:20,697
And I don't want any
pot noodles, by the way.
960
01:04:20,822 --> 01:04:22,866
I'm fucking Lee Marvin.
961
01:04:31,249 --> 01:04:32,584
Hey, Rents.
962
01:04:32,709 --> 01:04:36,129
Begbie settled in
in no time at all.
963
01:04:36,254 --> 01:04:38,924
I've got no fucking cigarettes.
964
01:04:44,346 --> 01:04:46,723
# We didn't have nowhere
to live #
965
01:04:46,848 --> 01:04:49,559
All right.
966
01:04:49,684 --> 01:04:53,897
# Till someone said, "I know
this place off Burditt Road" #
967
01:04:53,980 --> 01:04:56,608
# It was on the 15th floor #
968
01:04:56,733 --> 01:04:59,403
# It had a board
across the door #
969
01:04:59,528 --> 01:05:03,949
# It took an hour to pry it off
and get inside #
970
01:05:04,032 --> 01:05:06,451
# It smelt as if someone
had died #
971
01:05:06,535 --> 01:05:08,620
# The living room
was full of flies #
972
01:05:08,745 --> 01:05:10,038
# The kitchen sink
was blocked #
973
01:05:10,122 --> 01:05:11,123
It's me.
974
01:05:11,206 --> 01:05:13,959
# The bathroom sink
not there at all #
975
01:05:14,084 --> 01:05:15,127
Franks!
976
01:05:15,252 --> 01:05:16,962
# A mess all right #
977
01:05:17,087 --> 01:05:21,299
# Yes, it's Mile End #
978
01:05:21,425 --> 01:05:24,678
Yeah, the guy's
a psycho, but it's true.
979
01:05:24,803 --> 01:05:26,388
He's a mate also.
What can you do?
980
01:05:26,471 --> 01:05:28,807
# And now we're living
in the sky #
981
01:05:28,932 --> 01:05:31,935
# I'd never thought
I'd live so high #
982
01:05:32,060 --> 01:05:35,772
# Just like heaven
if it didn't look like hell #
983
01:05:35,856 --> 01:05:38,442
# The lift is always
full of piss #
984
01:05:38,525 --> 01:05:40,986
# The fifth-floor landing
smells of fish #
985
01:05:41,111 --> 01:05:45,782
# Not just on Friday,
every single other day #
986
01:05:45,866 --> 01:05:47,325
Hey.
987
01:05:47,409 --> 01:05:50,245
Pop into bookie's
and put a line on for us.
988
01:05:50,328 --> 01:05:52,330
Can you not go yourself?
989
01:05:52,664 --> 01:05:54,624
Well, seeing as how I'm
a fugitive from the law,
990
01:05:54,750 --> 01:05:57,627
and I can't even walk
the fucking streets, you go.
991
01:05:58,420 --> 01:06:00,088
Here.
992
01:06:01,339 --> 01:06:03,633
Doncaster.
4:40.
993
01:06:03,759 --> 01:06:06,678
£5 you win.
Bad Boy.
994
01:06:15,228 --> 01:06:18,732
Buy some fucking beer.
I'm out.
995
01:06:24,654 --> 01:06:25,906
Come on, Bad Boy!
996
01:06:26,031 --> 01:06:27,532
Come on, son!
Come on, son!
997
01:06:27,657 --> 01:06:28,909
Come on!
Come on!
998
01:06:29,034 --> 01:06:33,455
Yeah!
999
01:06:33,538 --> 01:06:37,667
Yeah!
1000
01:06:37,751 --> 01:06:41,338
Bad Boy!
1001
01:06:41,463 --> 01:06:43,673
Came in at 16 to 1.
1002
01:06:43,757 --> 01:06:45,133
And with the winnings,
we went out to celebrate.
1003
01:06:45,175 --> 01:06:46,510
And with the winnings,
we went out to celebrate.
1004
01:07:16,123 --> 01:07:18,792
Diane was right.
The world is changing.
1005
01:07:18,917 --> 01:07:21,086
Music is changing.
Drugs are changing.
1006
01:07:21,211 --> 01:07:23,130
Even men and women
are changing.
1007
01:07:23,255 --> 01:07:24,673
1, 000 years from now,
1008
01:07:24,756 --> 01:07:27,134
there'll be no guys
and no girls, just wankers.
1009
01:07:27,259 --> 01:07:28,009
Sounds great to me.
1010
01:07:33,557 --> 01:07:36,351
It's just a pity
no one told Begbie.
1011
01:07:52,993 --> 01:07:55,454
Fuck!
Fuck!
1012
01:07:55,579 --> 01:07:57,956
You see, if you ask me,
we're heterosexual by default,
1013
01:07:58,081 --> 01:07:59,332
not by decision.
1014
01:07:59,458 --> 01:08:02,085
It's just a question
of who you fancy.
1015
01:08:02,169 --> 01:08:03,462
It's all about aesthetics,
1016
01:08:03,587 --> 01:08:05,756
and it's fuck-all to do
with morality.
1017
01:08:05,881 --> 01:08:07,466
Fuck!
1018
01:08:09,134 --> 01:08:11,428
But you try telling
Begbie that.
1019
01:08:11,511 --> 01:08:13,972
Look, I'm not a fucking bufty.
1020
01:08:14,097 --> 01:08:16,683
Let's face it.
It could have been wonderful.
1021
01:08:20,103 --> 01:08:23,148
Fucking listen to me,
you piece of junkie shit.
1022
01:08:23,273 --> 01:08:24,858
A joke's a fucking joke.
1023
01:08:24,983 --> 01:08:28,111
You mention that again,
and I'll cut you up.
1024
01:08:28,195 --> 01:08:30,405
You understand?
1025
01:08:35,869 --> 01:08:36,953
Since I last saw him,
1026
01:08:37,079 --> 01:08:40,123
Sick Boy had reinvented himself
as a pimp and a pusher
1027
01:08:40,248 --> 01:08:42,751
and was here, he said,
to mix business and pleasure,
1028
01:08:42,834 --> 01:08:46,129
setting up "contacts,"
as he constantly informed me,
1029
01:08:46,213 --> 01:08:50,092
for the great scag deal that
was going to make him rich.
1030
01:08:55,931 --> 01:08:57,641
Good chips.
1031
01:08:58,517 --> 01:09:01,228
I can't believe you did that.
1032
01:09:03,647 --> 01:09:05,816
I got a good price for it.
1033
01:09:05,899 --> 01:09:07,484
Rents, I need the money.
1034
01:09:07,567 --> 01:09:10,153
It was my fucking telly!
1035
01:09:10,278 --> 01:09:12,948
Well, if I'd known you were
going to get so humpty,
1036
01:09:13,031 --> 01:09:15,117
I wouldn't have bothered.
1037
01:09:17,536 --> 01:09:19,913
Fucking rented, anyway.
1038
01:09:20,747 --> 01:09:22,624
You going to eat that?
1039
01:09:28,130 --> 01:09:30,173
Have you got a passport?
1040
01:09:30,298 --> 01:09:31,842
Why?
1041
01:09:31,925 --> 01:09:33,677
I met this bloke.
1042
01:09:33,802 --> 01:09:35,846
Runs a hotel, a brothel.
1043
01:09:35,929 --> 01:09:37,889
Loads of contacts.
1044
01:09:38,014 --> 01:09:39,141
Does a nice sideline
1045
01:09:39,224 --> 01:09:41,852
in punting British passports
to foreigners.
1046
01:09:41,935 --> 01:09:43,687
Get you a good price.
1047
01:09:43,770 --> 01:09:46,732
And why would I want
to sell my passport?
1048
01:09:50,861 --> 01:09:52,654
It was just an idea.
1049
01:09:53,905 --> 01:09:55,907
I had to get rid of them.
1050
01:09:56,032 --> 01:09:59,327
Sick Boy didn't do his drug
deal, and he didn't get rich.
1051
01:09:59,411 --> 01:10:01,705
Instead, he and Begbie
hung around my bed-sit
1052
01:10:01,788 --> 01:10:03,290
looking for things to steal.
1053
01:10:03,415 --> 01:10:07,043
I decided to put them in
the worst place in the world.
1054
01:10:10,505 --> 01:10:14,718
# Sandman goes, two in tow #
1055
01:10:14,801 --> 01:10:16,803
# Wet and dumb #
1056
01:10:21,516 --> 01:10:24,936
# Coming down again #
1057
01:10:33,612 --> 01:10:35,489
They weren't paying
any rent,
1058
01:10:35,614 --> 01:10:38,241
so when my boss
found two suckers who would,
1059
01:10:38,366 --> 01:10:41,328
Sick Boy and Begbie were bound
to feel threatened.
1060
01:10:41,453 --> 01:10:44,998
Yep, lots of storage.
All mod cons.
1061
01:10:45,123 --> 01:10:47,250
320 quid a week.
1062
01:10:48,960 --> 01:10:50,504
- Aah!
- Aah!
1063
01:10:50,629 --> 01:10:51,963
And that was that.
1064
01:10:52,798 --> 01:10:55,467
But by then we had another
reason to go back.
1065
01:10:55,592 --> 01:10:56,843
Tommy.
1066
01:10:56,968 --> 01:10:58,970
Tommy knew he'd got
the virus, like,
1067
01:10:59,096 --> 01:11:01,848
but he never knew
he'd gone full-blown.
1068
01:11:01,973 --> 01:11:04,017
What was it,
pneumonia or cancer?
1069
01:11:04,142 --> 01:11:06,603
No, toxoplasmosis.
1070
01:11:06,728 --> 01:11:08,647
Sort of like a stroke.
1071
01:11:08,730 --> 01:11:10,232
How's that?
1072
01:11:10,982 --> 01:11:13,568
He wanted to see Lizzy again.
1073
01:11:14,152 --> 01:11:16,238
She wouldn't let him
near the house.
1074
01:11:16,321 --> 01:11:19,950
So he bought her a present,
brought her this kitten.
1075
01:11:20,075 --> 01:11:21,993
I bet Lizzy told him
where to stick it.
1076
01:11:22,077 --> 01:11:25,122
Exactly. "I'm not wanting
that cat," she says.
1077
01:11:25,247 --> 01:11:26,540
Get the fuck, right.
1078
01:11:26,665 --> 01:11:29,960
So there's Tommy stuck
with this kitten.
1079
01:11:30,085 --> 01:11:31,211
You can imagine what happened.
1080
01:11:31,336 --> 01:11:33,797
To those of us
gathered here today,
1081
01:11:33,880 --> 01:11:38,093
Thomas McKenzie filled a number
of different roles in our lives.
1082
01:11:38,176 --> 01:11:39,761
- What?
- Thomas was a son.
1083
01:11:39,845 --> 01:11:41,430
The thing was neglected.
1084
01:11:41,513 --> 01:11:43,807
Pissing and shitting
all over the place.
1085
01:11:43,932 --> 01:11:44,975
Tommy's lying about,
1086
01:11:45,100 --> 01:11:48,478
fucked out of his eyeballs
on smack or downers.
1087
01:11:48,603 --> 01:11:52,023
He never knew you could get
toxoplasmosis from cat shit.
1088
01:11:53,108 --> 01:11:56,903
A loving man with a great lust
for life.
1089
01:11:57,738 --> 01:11:59,322
Neither did I.
What is it?
1090
01:11:59,448 --> 01:12:01,616
Fucking horrible.
1091
01:12:01,700 --> 01:12:03,577
It's like an abscess
in your brain.
1092
01:12:03,702 --> 01:12:05,495
Fucking hell.
1093
01:12:05,620 --> 01:12:06,747
Then what happened?
1094
01:12:06,872 --> 01:12:09,458
He starts getting
these headaches,
1095
01:12:09,541 --> 01:12:12,794
so he just uses more smack,
you know, for the pain, like.
1096
01:12:12,878 --> 01:12:14,963
And then he has a stroke.
1097
01:12:15,046 --> 01:12:18,884
A fucking stroke.
Just like that.
1098
01:12:19,009 --> 01:12:21,970
Gets home from the hospital
and dies three weeks later.
1099
01:12:23,221 --> 01:12:24,556
He'd been dead for ages
1100
01:12:24,681 --> 01:12:26,808
before the neighbors
complained about the smell
1101
01:12:26,892 --> 01:12:29,811
and got the police
to break down the door.
1102
01:12:29,895 --> 01:12:32,230
Tommy was lying facedown
in a pool of vomit.
1103
01:12:32,355 --> 01:12:33,982
He has gone from us,
1104
01:12:34,066 --> 01:12:37,486
but we have many things
to remember him by.
1105
01:12:37,569 --> 01:12:38,570
The kitten was fine.
1106
01:12:38,695 --> 01:12:41,907
Would you all please rise now
for the committal?
1107
01:12:45,243 --> 01:12:50,332
# Did you think
I would leave you crying #
1108
01:12:50,415 --> 01:12:54,878
# When there's room
on my horse for two? #
1109
01:12:56,046 --> 01:13:00,675
# Climb up here, Tommy,
don't be dying #
1110
01:13:00,759 --> 01:13:05,180
# I can go just as fast
with two #
1111
01:13:05,263 --> 01:13:10,102
# When we grow up,
we'll both be soldiers #
1112
01:13:10,227 --> 01:13:14,940
# And our horses
will not be toys #
1113
01:13:15,065 --> 01:13:20,028
# And I wonder
if we'll remember #
1114
01:13:20,153 --> 01:13:24,658
# When we were
two little boys #
1115
01:13:27,452 --> 01:13:29,579
- Tommy.
- Tommy.
1116
01:13:34,084 --> 01:13:36,044
Did you tell him yet?
1117
01:13:37,087 --> 01:13:38,130
On you go.
1118
01:13:38,255 --> 01:13:39,714
What?
1119
01:13:39,840 --> 01:13:41,466
There's this mate of Swanney's.
1120
01:13:41,591 --> 01:13:43,301
You know the guy.
Mikey Forrester.
1121
01:13:43,427 --> 01:13:44,636
Aye.
1122
01:13:45,137 --> 01:13:50,475
Well, he's come into some gear.
1123
01:13:50,600 --> 01:13:51,560
A lot of gear.
1124
01:13:51,685 --> 01:13:53,145
How much gear?
1125
01:13:54,938 --> 01:14:00,110
About two kilos, so he tells me.
1126
01:14:00,193 --> 01:14:03,321
He got drunk in a pub down
by the docks last week,
1127
01:14:03,447 --> 01:14:05,907
where he met
two Russian sailors.
1128
01:14:06,032 --> 01:14:08,618
They're fucking carrying
this stuff for sale,
1129
01:14:08,702 --> 01:14:10,120
there and then, like.
1130
01:14:10,203 --> 01:14:13,623
So he wakes up the next morning,
1131
01:14:13,707 --> 01:14:17,461
realizes what he's done,
gets very fucking nervous.
1132
01:14:17,544 --> 01:14:19,129
He wants rid of this, right?
1133
01:14:19,254 --> 01:14:20,213
So?
1134
01:14:20,338 --> 01:14:24,134
So he met me, and I offered
to take it off his hands
1135
01:14:24,217 --> 01:14:26,887
at a very reasonable price,
with the intention
1136
01:14:27,012 --> 01:14:29,556
of punting it on myself
to a guy I know in London.
1137
01:14:29,681 --> 01:14:30,474
Ho ho-ho-ho!
1138
01:14:30,557 --> 01:14:32,559
We've just come back
from Tommy's funeral,
1139
01:14:32,684 --> 01:14:35,145
and you're talking
about a scag deal?
1140
01:14:36,730 --> 01:14:38,148
Aye.
1141
01:14:41,902 --> 01:14:43,737
What was your price?
1142
01:14:43,862 --> 01:14:45,822
- Four grand.
- You haven't got four grand?
1143
01:14:45,947 --> 01:14:47,574
We're £2,000 short.
1144
01:14:47,699 --> 01:14:49,910
Well, that's tough.
1145
01:14:50,035 --> 01:14:53,914
Look, every cunt knows you've
been saving up down in London.
1146
01:14:54,039 --> 01:14:56,166
I'm sorry.
I do not have two grand.
1147
01:14:57,250 --> 01:14:59,211
Aye, you fucking do.
1148
01:15:00,712 --> 01:15:02,422
I've seen your bank statement.
1149
01:15:02,547 --> 01:15:04,841
For fuck's sake.
1150
01:15:04,925 --> 01:15:09,346
£2, 133.
1151
01:15:09,429 --> 01:15:12,682
Two kilos.
What is that, 10 years?
1152
01:15:12,808 --> 01:15:14,518
Mikey Forrester?
Russian sailors?
1153
01:15:14,643 --> 01:15:16,728
What the fuck
are you boys on, eh?
1154
01:15:16,853 --> 01:15:18,522
Spud, you've already been
to jail.
1155
01:15:18,647 --> 01:15:21,108
What's the deal? You like it
so much you want to go back?
1156
01:15:21,233 --> 01:15:23,610
I just want the money, Mark.
1157
01:15:23,735 --> 01:15:25,612
If everybody keeps
their mouth shut,
1158
01:15:25,737 --> 01:15:28,281
there'll be no cunt
going to jail.
1159
01:15:32,828 --> 01:15:34,538
There were a lot
of possibilities running
1160
01:15:34,663 --> 01:15:37,290
through my mind about
what might happen in London.
1161
01:15:37,416 --> 01:15:40,627
Things I didn't want to talk
to anyone about,
1162
01:15:40,752 --> 01:15:43,797
ideas best kept to myself.
1163
01:15:43,922 --> 01:15:45,966
No one told me
when we bought the scag,
1164
01:15:46,091 --> 01:15:48,844
some lucky punter
would have to try it out.
1165
01:15:53,014 --> 01:15:54,641
Begbie didn't trust Spud.
1166
01:15:54,766 --> 01:15:57,144
Sick Boy was too careful
these days.
1167
01:15:57,269 --> 01:16:00,397
So I rolled up my sleeve,
I spiked my vein,
1168
01:16:00,522 --> 01:16:02,232
and I did what had to be done.
1169
01:16:06,027 --> 01:16:07,904
It's good.
1170
01:16:08,029 --> 01:16:11,116
Oh, it's really fucking good.
1171
01:16:11,867 --> 01:16:15,162
Mmm. Ohh.
1172
01:16:15,287 --> 01:16:17,748
Yeah, that hit was good.
1173
01:16:17,873 --> 01:16:20,751
I promised myself another one
before I got to London.
1174
01:16:20,876 --> 01:16:24,254
Just the one like.
For old time's sake.
1175
01:16:24,379 --> 01:16:27,090
Just to piss Begbie off.
1176
01:16:27,215 --> 01:16:28,925
This was his nightmare.
1177
01:16:29,050 --> 01:16:31,762
The dodgiest scam
in a lifetime of dodgy scams
1178
01:16:31,887 --> 01:16:33,764
being perpetrated with three
of the most useless
1179
01:16:33,889 --> 01:16:37,434
and unreliable fuck-ups
in town.
1180
01:16:37,559 --> 01:16:39,102
I knew what was going on
in his mind.
1181
01:16:39,227 --> 01:16:41,730
Any trouble in London, and
he would dump us immediately.
1182
01:16:41,813 --> 01:16:42,814
One way or another.
1183
01:16:42,898 --> 01:16:44,274
He had to.
1184
01:16:44,399 --> 01:16:46,610
If he got caught
with a bagful of scag,
1185
01:16:46,735 --> 01:16:48,236
on top of
that armed-robbery shit,
1186
01:16:48,320 --> 01:16:50,947
he was going down for 15 to 20.
1187
01:16:51,323 --> 01:16:53,200
Begbie was hard,
but not so hard
1188
01:16:53,325 --> 01:16:56,286
that he didn't shite it
off 20 years in Sultan.
1189
01:17:03,585 --> 01:17:06,129
This was to be my final hit.
1190
01:17:06,254 --> 01:17:08,090
But let's be clear about this.
1191
01:17:08,173 --> 01:17:11,259
There's final hits
and final hits.
1192
01:17:11,343 --> 01:17:13,345
What kind was this to be?
1193
01:17:18,392 --> 01:17:20,185
Did you bring the cards?
1194
01:17:20,477 --> 01:17:21,812
- What?
- The cards.
1195
01:17:21,895 --> 01:17:24,481
The last thing I told you
was to mind the cards.
1196
01:17:24,564 --> 01:17:26,691
Well, I've not brought them.
1197
01:17:28,693 --> 01:17:31,029
Fucking boring after a while
without the cards.
1198
01:17:31,154 --> 01:17:33,281
I'm sorry.
1199
01:17:33,365 --> 01:17:35,575
- Bit fucking late.
- Why didn't you bring them?
1200
01:17:35,700 --> 01:17:39,413
'Cause I fucking told you
to bring them, you doss cunt!
1201
01:17:40,205 --> 01:17:41,415
Christ.
1202
01:18:28,837 --> 01:18:30,422
These are your friends, right?
1203
01:18:30,547 --> 01:18:33,592
These are the guys
I told you about.
1204
01:18:33,717 --> 01:18:36,094
- Well, is he here?
- Yeah, he's here.
1205
01:18:36,219 --> 01:18:38,096
You didn't get followed,
did you?
1206
01:18:38,221 --> 01:18:40,265
We didn't get followed.
1207
01:18:40,390 --> 01:18:41,725
Okay.
1208
01:18:58,784 --> 01:18:59,951
All right.
1209
01:19:00,077 --> 01:19:01,244
Aye.
1210
01:19:03,914 --> 01:19:06,458
Straightaway he clocked us
for what we were.
1211
01:19:06,583 --> 01:19:09,544
Small-time wasters
with an accidental big deal.
1212
01:19:20,514 --> 01:19:22,224
Excuse me, gentlemen.
1213
01:20:15,569 --> 01:20:20,198
So how much would you like
for this?
1214
01:20:22,701 --> 01:20:24,286
£20,000.
1215
01:20:25,954 --> 01:20:29,082
Well, I don't think it's worth
much more than £ 15,000.
1216
01:20:29,207 --> 01:20:31,001
This was a real drag to him.
1217
01:20:31,084 --> 01:20:33,003
He didn't need to negotiate.
1218
01:20:33,086 --> 01:20:35,338
What the fuck were we going
to do if he didn't buy it?
1219
01:20:35,422 --> 01:20:38,091
Sell it on the streets?
Fuck that!
1220
01:20:38,216 --> 01:20:40,010
Well, £ 19,000.
1221
01:20:40,093 --> 01:20:42,888
I'm terribly sorry.
I can't go to £ 19,000.
1222
01:20:45,557 --> 01:20:47,893
Well, fucking £ 16,000, then.
1223
01:20:49,936 --> 01:20:50,854
Okay.
1224
01:20:50,979 --> 01:20:53,565
Well, fucking £ 16,000
it is, then.
1225
01:20:57,944 --> 01:21:01,239
These, gentlemen,
are £2,000 bundles.
1226
01:21:01,364 --> 01:21:04,117
Here's two.
1227
01:21:04,242 --> 01:21:05,952
That's four.
1228
01:21:06,078 --> 01:21:08,455
We settled on £16, 000.
1229
01:21:08,580 --> 01:21:12,334
He had more in the suitcase,
but it was better than nothing.
1230
01:21:19,424 --> 01:21:21,968
Thank you very much, gentlemen.
1231
01:21:22,094 --> 01:21:24,679
I'd like to say it's been
a pleasure haggling with you.
1232
01:21:24,763 --> 01:21:27,015
Fucking brand-new,
by the way.
1233
01:21:29,476 --> 01:21:30,435
Okay.
1234
01:21:32,938 --> 01:21:34,981
- Yes!
- Yes!
1235
01:21:35,107 --> 01:21:36,483
Fucking...
1236
01:21:37,401 --> 01:21:40,153
And just for a moment,
it felt really great.
1237
01:21:40,278 --> 01:21:42,155
Like we were in it together,
like friends.
1238
01:21:42,280 --> 01:21:43,740
Like it meant something.
1239
01:21:43,865 --> 01:21:46,326
A moment like that
can touch you deep inside.
1240
01:21:46,451 --> 01:21:47,953
But it doesn't last long,
not like £16, 000.
1241
01:21:47,953 --> 01:21:49,413
But it doesn't last long,
not like £16, 000.
1242
01:21:49,538 --> 01:21:52,666
So what about you, Spud, any
investments on the horizon?
1243
01:21:52,791 --> 01:21:55,001
Gonna buy yourself
a wee island in the sun?
1244
01:21:55,127 --> 01:21:56,128
For four fucking grand?
1245
01:21:56,253 --> 01:22:00,298
One palm tree, a couple
of rocks, and a sewage outflow.
1246
01:22:01,216 --> 01:22:03,510
I don't know, man.
1247
01:22:03,635 --> 01:22:06,096
I'm gonna get something
for my ma.
1248
01:22:06,179 --> 01:22:10,392
Get some good speed, no bicarb.
1249
01:22:10,475 --> 01:22:12,519
And get a girl, take her out,
treat her right.
1250
01:22:12,644 --> 01:22:13,603
Shag her senseless.
1251
01:22:13,729 --> 01:22:15,772
No, man!
True love.
1252
01:22:15,897 --> 01:22:17,274
True love.
1253
01:22:17,399 --> 01:22:18,775
Hey, but I could handle
1254
01:22:18,900 --> 01:22:21,778
some hot sex
with a Jewish Princess.
1255
01:22:21,903 --> 01:22:23,947
- You daft cunt!
- Or a Catholic!
1256
01:22:24,072 --> 01:22:25,031
If you're gonna waste it
on a bird,
1257
01:22:25,157 --> 01:22:27,617
you may as well fucking
leave all of it to me.
1258
01:22:27,743 --> 01:22:29,119
Now get the drinks.
1259
01:22:29,244 --> 01:22:32,372
- I got the last one.
- It's your round, Franco.
1260
01:22:33,915 --> 01:22:35,876
Okay.
Same again?
1261
01:22:36,001 --> 01:22:38,420
Right.
I'm off for a pish.
1262
01:22:38,503 --> 01:22:41,089
See when I get back
the money's still here, okay?
1263
01:22:41,173 --> 01:22:43,008
The moment your back's turned,
we're out the door.
1264
01:22:43,133 --> 01:22:44,718
I'll be right fucking after you.
1265
01:22:44,843 --> 01:22:47,471
You'll never catch us,
you flabby bastard.
1266
01:22:47,596 --> 01:22:49,848
By the way,
see when I get back.
1267
01:22:49,973 --> 01:22:52,476
Be halfway down the street
with the money.
1268
01:22:52,601 --> 01:22:53,977
Fucking kill you.
1269
01:22:54,102 --> 01:22:56,313
I thought you might, Franco.
1270
01:22:56,438 --> 01:22:57,939
I thought you might.
1271
01:23:02,444 --> 01:23:04,654
Are you game for it?
1272
01:23:04,780 --> 01:23:06,281
What?
1273
01:23:07,991 --> 01:23:09,451
Well?
1274
01:23:10,535 --> 01:23:12,120
Are you serious?
1275
01:23:20,170 --> 01:23:21,129
Don't know.
1276
01:23:21,213 --> 01:23:22,714
What do you think?
1277
01:23:24,049 --> 01:23:25,217
Still here, I see.
1278
01:23:25,342 --> 01:23:27,719
Oh, well, we wouldn't
run out on a mate, eh?
1279
01:23:27,844 --> 01:23:30,180
Why not?
I know I would.
1280
01:23:31,056 --> 01:23:32,724
Where's Franco?
1281
01:23:35,310 --> 01:23:37,813
For fuck's sake!
1282
01:23:37,896 --> 01:23:39,106
Sorry, mate.
1283
01:23:39,231 --> 01:23:42,526
You ruined my fucking suit,
you fucking idiot.
1284
01:23:42,609 --> 01:23:44,069
I'm sorry.
I didn't mean it.
1285
01:23:44,194 --> 01:23:46,238
Sorry's not gonna
dry me off, you cunt.
1286
01:23:46,363 --> 01:23:49,324
Cool down, Franco.
The man says he's sorry.
1287
01:23:49,408 --> 01:23:52,661
Not sorry enough
for being a fat cunt.
1288
01:23:52,744 --> 01:23:54,871
If you can't hold a pint,
you shouldn't be in the pub.
1289
01:23:54,996 --> 01:23:55,997
Fuck off.
1290
01:24:00,419 --> 01:24:02,129
Aah.
1291
01:24:02,254 --> 01:24:04,631
Oh! Oh, no!
Oh, no!
1292
01:24:11,972 --> 01:24:14,015
Come on, Franco, move away.
Aah!
1293
01:24:14,141 --> 01:24:16,518
Aah!
Fuck's sake!
1294
01:24:16,601 --> 01:24:19,104
Oh, fucking nice one, Franco!
1295
01:24:19,229 --> 01:24:20,897
- Shut it!
- You cut me, man!
1296
01:24:20,981 --> 01:24:23,066
You were in my fucking way.
1297
01:24:23,191 --> 01:24:24,484
Help!
1298
01:24:25,652 --> 01:24:26,987
Oh, no.
1299
01:24:27,112 --> 01:24:30,323
Anybody else want to get
in my fucking way?
1300
01:24:30,449 --> 01:24:31,658
You?
1301
01:24:34,077 --> 01:24:35,203
You?
1302
01:24:40,167 --> 01:24:45,589
Hey, Rent Boy, you bring me down
a fucking smoke.
1303
01:24:45,672 --> 01:24:48,633
- I think we'd better go, Franco!
- Go to the hospital!
1304
01:24:48,759 --> 01:24:52,512
You're not going to any fucking
hospital, and you're staying.
1305
01:24:55,515 --> 01:24:58,643
You bring me down
a fucking cigarette.
1306
01:25:04,441 --> 01:25:06,026
And the bag.
1307
01:26:18,640 --> 01:26:22,227
# Drive boy, dog boy,
dirty, numb, angel boy #
1308
01:26:22,352 --> 01:26:25,689
# In-the-doorway boy,
she was a lipstick boy #
1309
01:26:25,814 --> 01:26:29,109
# She was a beautiful boy,
and tears, boy #
1310
01:26:29,234 --> 01:26:31,695
# And all in
your inner space, boy #
1311
01:26:31,820 --> 01:26:35,115
# You had hand, girl's boy,
and steel, boy #
1312
01:26:35,240 --> 01:26:37,075
# You had chemicals, boy #
1313
01:26:37,200 --> 01:26:39,661
# I've grown so close
to you, boy #
1314
01:26:39,745 --> 01:26:41,538
# And you just groan, boy #
1315
01:26:41,663 --> 01:26:43,874
# She said,
"Come over, come over" #
1316
01:26:43,999 --> 01:26:46,585
# She smiled at you #
1317
01:26:46,710 --> 01:26:50,672
# Bo-o-o-o-y #
1318
01:27:06,730 --> 01:27:10,150
# Drive boy, dog boy,
dirty, numb, angel boy #
1319
01:27:10,275 --> 01:27:13,695
# In-the-doorway boy,
she was a lipstick boy #
1320
01:27:13,779 --> 01:27:17,199
# She was a beautiful boy,
and tears, boy #
1321
01:27:17,282 --> 01:27:19,785
# And all in
your inner space, boy #
1322
01:27:19,868 --> 01:27:23,163
# You had hand, girl's boy,
and steel, boy #
1323
01:27:23,288 --> 01:27:25,082
# You had chemicals, boy #
1324
01:27:25,207 --> 01:27:27,751
# I've grown so close
to you, boy #
1325
01:27:27,876 --> 01:27:29,544
# And you just groan, boy #
1326
01:27:29,628 --> 01:27:31,922
# She said,
"Come over, come over" #
1327
01:27:32,005 --> 01:27:34,591
# She smiled at you #
1328
01:27:34,674 --> 01:27:38,261
# Bo-o-o-o-y #
1329
01:27:47,229 --> 01:27:49,272
# Let your feelings slip, boy #
1330
01:27:49,398 --> 01:27:51,400
# But never your mask, boy #
1331
01:27:51,483 --> 01:27:54,403
# Random blonde bio,
high-density rhythm #
1332
01:27:54,486 --> 01:27:56,822
# Blond boy,
blond country blond #
1333
01:27:56,947 --> 01:27:58,323
# High density #
1334
01:27:58,448 --> 01:28:00,534
# You are my drug, boy #
1335
01:28:00,659 --> 01:28:02,786
# You're real, boy,
speak to me, boy #
1336
01:28:02,911 --> 01:28:05,288
# Dog-dirty,
numb-cracking boy #
1337
01:28:05,372 --> 01:28:06,623
# You get wet, boy #
1338
01:28:06,748 --> 01:28:08,291
# Big, big-time boy #
1339
01:28:08,417 --> 01:28:09,876
# Acid-bear boy #
1340
01:28:10,001 --> 01:28:13,130
# Babes and babes and babes
and babes and babes #
1341
01:28:13,213 --> 01:28:15,549
# And remembering nothing,
boy #
1342
01:28:15,674 --> 01:28:18,051
# Will you like
my tin horn, boy? #
1343
01:28:18,176 --> 01:28:24,057
# And get wet like an angel,
derail #
1344
01:28:36,319 --> 01:28:39,698
Now, I've justified this
to myself in all sorts of ways.
1345
01:28:39,823 --> 01:28:42,451
It wasn't a big deal,
just a minor betrayal.
1346
01:28:42,534 --> 01:28:46,455
Or we'd outgrown each other.
You know, that sort of thing.
1347
01:28:46,538 --> 01:28:48,540
But let's face it.
I ripped them off.
1348
01:28:48,665 --> 01:28:50,959
My so-called mates.
1349
01:28:51,042 --> 01:28:53,295
But Begbie. I couldn't give
a shit about him.
1350
01:28:53,378 --> 01:28:54,963
And Sick Boy.
He'd have done the same to me
1351
01:28:55,046 --> 01:28:56,882
if he'd only thought
of it first.
1352
01:28:58,508 --> 01:29:01,303
And Spud. Well, okay,
I felt sorry for Spud.
1353
01:29:01,386 --> 01:29:03,221
He never hurt anybody.
1354
01:29:09,644 --> 01:29:12,522
Bastard!
1355
01:29:18,070 --> 01:29:20,197
Bastard!
1356
01:29:23,366 --> 01:29:25,410
Fuck! Fuck!
1357
01:29:25,535 --> 01:29:27,245
All right, move away, people.
1358
01:29:27,370 --> 01:29:29,206
What's going on in there?
1359
01:29:30,373 --> 01:29:32,959
Open up.
Open up now!
1360
01:29:33,085 --> 01:29:34,836
Bastard!
1361
01:29:35,545 --> 01:29:37,005
Bastard!
1362
01:29:37,130 --> 01:29:39,466
So why did I do it?
1363
01:29:40,133 --> 01:29:43,220
I could offer
a million answers, all false.
1364
01:29:43,303 --> 01:29:45,347
The truth is
that I'm a bad person,
1365
01:29:45,472 --> 01:29:46,890
but that's gonna change.
1366
01:29:47,015 --> 01:29:48,850
I'm going to change.
1367
01:29:48,934 --> 01:29:50,936
This is the last
of that sort of thing.
1368
01:29:51,061 --> 01:29:52,729
I'm cleaning up
and I'm moving on.
1369
01:29:52,813 --> 01:29:55,107
Going straight
and choosing life.
1370
01:29:55,232 --> 01:29:57,442
I'm looking forward to it
already.
1371
01:29:57,567 --> 01:29:59,653
I'm going to be just like you.
1372
01:29:59,778 --> 01:30:02,406
The job, the family,
the fucking big television,
1373
01:30:02,489 --> 01:30:04,032
the washing machine, the car,
1374
01:30:04,157 --> 01:30:06,118
the compact disc,
and electrical tin opener,
1375
01:30:06,243 --> 01:30:08,453
good health, low cholesterol,
dental insurance,
1376
01:30:08,578 --> 01:30:11,289
mortgage, starter home,
leisurewear, luggage,
1377
01:30:11,415 --> 01:30:13,750
three-piece suite,
D.I.Y., game shows,
1378
01:30:13,834 --> 01:30:15,836
junk food, children,
walks in the park,
1379
01:30:15,961 --> 01:30:18,463
9:00 to 5:00, good at golf,
washing the car,
1380
01:30:18,588 --> 01:30:20,465
choice of sweaters,
family Christmas,
1381
01:30:20,590 --> 01:30:24,136
indexed pension, tax exemption,
clearing gutters, getting by,
1382
01:30:24,261 --> 01:30:26,930
looking ahead
to the day you die.